I am who I am .
You are who you are .
He is who he is .
She is who she is.

DEAL WITH IT .. !

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I'm considering a tattoo

but i don't know what to tatt and where to tatt :/

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My raya break ;)

Spent my holidays in Singapore during the first and second day of raya. Suppose to visit the Flyers but due to our late dinner time, we don't manage to finish our dinner before it's closing time, 9.30pm so headed to Clarke Quay - the riverside, another must visit at Sg where they have bungee jump, restaurants and pubs. Nice place ;)




There's not much interesting happenings but all i did there was EAT and SHOP . Both my love so i don't ask for more.


FRUITS OF MY TRIP ! ♥

and below .. is the one that i love the most



BABY DOLL ♥ :)


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choc love !

choc love !, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

CHOCOLATES .. ! I bet most of you people love them !

And my fave has never change since I was a lil kid .. PEPPERMINT CHOC !
even my fave ice cream was mint choc .. ;p

Eventually .. i do ♥ mint .. ! FREAKING ♥

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LIFE SUCKS

It really does ... for me !

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Sleepless nights

I felt so tired recently ... Never in my life felt that freaking exhausted . I need solutions to have a better rest. Sleeping pills ? hmmm .. It's a nono .. Hot milk ? We'll try it one day ;p

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Words

Sometimes, things that we've sound it may give different a message to the people who listens from what we're trying to express.

It may due one's sarcasm characteristic which can be pretty annoying or .. it may cause of the perception of the recipient towards the person.

I'm not doing a conclusion but it's what I've analyze so far because sometimes i tend to think too much on what someone has just said even it's just a simple sentence.

For instance, someone said , " I thought you said you'll not be around but why are you here ? "

The direct message may be that particular person may wanna know why you're there since you said you'll not be around .

But indirectly, it may be something like that person actually dislike you and is a lil happy for your absense but as you show up, they feel unhappy and wondering why the hell are you there ...

I admit I'm a little over to complicate things but in fact, I think I'm not the only person who thinks so and to prove that i really thinks too much , that's why i came out with this crap . heh ~

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It's 3.20am

and I'm still fcking awake ! duhhhh .

Btw, hopefully .. I'll have a good good day tomorrow. xoxo


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Distance Relationship

They don't FREAKING work .. You gotta trust meeeeeeeeeeee .. !

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Changes

Mummy said we shall cut down our expenses, reduce buying unnecessary stuffs and start to save more because if what she said really occurs ... both of us will need to face a new life .

I wonder how will i get to adapt to this change :'(

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The Path

We had once made a vow to build a path - our very own path to a special destination. All the way long, we were glad because we manage to build part of it but sometime, things tend to come the other way round when we encounter difficulties like stormy weather or if there's something blocking in front of us which may stop us. We had not give up all the while and continue with our mission. But after some time, one of us might be demotivated because things has been repeatedly done or maybe one of us feel so sick of another one and wish to build the other path that goes to the other destination or it could be one of us, found someone new who are more expertise who can help to build it even in a faster and more enjoyable way.

After awhile ... things do change. In fact, there's never a thing that doesn't change except for a person's personality but somehow it does change even just a slight change.

And that's when things is no longer like before anymore ... where the feelings are no longer like before anymore ... where the people that leave will never stay like before anymore ... and that's when you know you should not stay anymore but go and look for something that really belongs to you . Feel free to fly.

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i may not be the one ...

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HELP

I need help .. could someone please tell me what do i demand for and what should i do ? I'm feeling so helpless ... Tired of being doubtful. Sometimes i wish there's a comma in life so that i could pause things but in fact, there isn't one and i knew it ain't a solution. I need someone to tell me what i think was right to be doubtful of as well as the solutions but seems like no one is there for me to rely on. I've lost hope :'( . Sometimes, i wish to solve things in a naive way, for instance, met an accident that made me survived but completely lost my memories so i could have a new life again but this is not easy.

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Promise

Remember your promises and if you can't keep one, don't make any especially some promises that is made in an urgent situation to avoid disappointment. It hurts much more than you know.

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Recalling back ...

Thinking back of that very fcking night really hurts .. and it's still wandering in my mind, or should i say it never leave since then .

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Dong Dong ♥

The pic says it all !


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24th Aug o9

Uncle was hospitalized today and everyone is not around so i'll be the one who bring him his stuffs. I'm pretty sick of this uncle of mine because he's just too stubborn and I'm not willing to go to the hospital actually due to the contagious disease, H1N1 but what to do, he's still my uncle anyway.

The main reason why i blogged this is to expressed my dissatisfaction towards the security guard there. They're like piece of shit ! I notice earlier when i first step into the ward. It's written only 2 visitors are allowed to visit the patient during the visiting hours. I remember they don't have such rules when i last been there. Ok, ignore this. The Indian patient opposite my uncle is critically ill that i can feel that he'll leave at anytime. He's visited by 5 people at that moment but they just keep looking at him silently and i can see sadness in their eyes and of course the guard need to do their task, asking 3 of them to leave since only 2 visitors are allowed but the shittest thing is the MALAY patient next to me is visited by 7 people and they're kinda noisy actually but none of them are being chased out. WTF. You're just a security guard and you're so fucking RACIST ! I HATE YOU !

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Girls' best remedy - Shopping !

Went shopping with mummy last Sunday. Our first stop was Bangsar where i always urge mum to go but she keep on delayed and finally we made it. We parked our car at Bangsar Village II and started our shopping there. I eyed a bag from ALDO, mum allows me to buy it but I don't know why, I just put it down and left. Luckily, i managed to get some baju from the boutiques at Jalan Telawi but not really for mum cause mum said those baju were a lil too young for her.Thank god, she's not mad for me wasting her time but i'm sure she'll not be there next time so if i wanna be there again, i'm on my own.

After that,went to Kepong for dinner. Wanted to go to uncle's place but too bad, we didn't make it and in the end, we headed to The Curve and that's a Sunday.. weeee . i love Sunday Market at The Curve. Bought some hair clips for myself and one for mum. In the end, mum got me a bag from MNG but i actually prefer the one from ALDO, feel so sorry and regret for not getting that. * sigh *




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so fking mixed up !

Tell me .. what's in my mind ?
What can i judge .. or suppose to be what SHALL i think based on what i've saw .. ?
Ewww ~ i hate this feeling !

That's too many shits that i dislike or hate .. I've the rights to do so, am i right ?
But no doubt, you've the rights to ignore my shits as well !

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FINALS .. !

I've done 3 of my papers and just left one more Financial paper to go .. hopefully, I'll do well :)

But last time, i don't encounter problems like lack of time to finish my final and i usually left the exam venue before it ends on time but the last 2 papers i sat for, seriously, i can't finish them. duhhh .. And the saddest part is ... i know how to do most of it !

Well, what can i say? We'll see the results after 2 weeks then ...

P/s : My eyes are swollen :'(

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