This will remain as a memory .

Yours truly will be switching my blog from Blogspot to some other blog webbie to control people who can access to my " diary " as there's some unwanted so called friends who bitches behind my back. If you're still keen in reading my " diary " , do ask me personally for the webbie . Love . XoXo .

biibuu ♥

前度 ex

前度 ex, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

I don't really know what this movie is about initially and just downloaded it randomly and just because I'm a lil bored, I browse through my external drive and picked a movie randomly and started to watch . It's a 90mins movie , talking bout 2 person that used to be a couple , broke up and got back together and broke up again but spark is still within them. A lil confusing but still , a nice movie. Should watch :)

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I passed my law test !

HAHAHAHAHAHAH . THIS IS JUST A CRAP POST !

LAW, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

I find this a lil unbelievable. I’ve never imagine that I’ve passed my freaking law test. Initially, when the lecturer is distributing the test papers back to us, I saw the score of a course mate who used to attend class scored only 33.5%, I said to myself, mine confirm gg so I was pretty nervous when my name was called. I dare not even turn to the page to where the score is written but still, I’ve to face the reality. When I turned, I saw 47% ! Geez, okay, It’s not a very good score but the point is, it’s way better than I expected and I got additional 5% for some points so the total should be 52% . Overall, I’m at the average stage. Thank god.

* fingers crossed for my finals babehhh *

biibuu ♥

Wounded knees are better than broken hearts

Lil kid and I, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

When we were kids, we were eager to grow up to do anything we want but now we've grown up and we wish we were kids to do whatever we wanna do without bothering how people will see us and choose not to do whatever we don't wanna do !

Need not think about our horizontal and vertical expansion of responsibilities - attending classes , rushing assignments , sitting for exams , going through internships , looking for new jobs , worried bout unemployment , anxious with financial problems , fall in love , and got heartbroken ... and we've now grown up we have realizing that wounded knees heals faster than broken hearts.


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McD Breakfast

McD Breakfast, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

Another day for Mcd .. and it's definitely the very last day for McD to give out free breakfast(s) .

Wondering how does the marketing team comes up with this plan , and why does the freaking " atas " people approved his proposal but somehow it benefits the consumer ... wonder how much they loss :/

Anyway , this season is over . Time for slumber , no more staying awake to wait for breakfast and and and a hiatus for McD breakfast now , I'm sorta sick of it actually .

biibuu ♥

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

This photo is taken at 5.41 in the MORNING !
Look at my tired face and eyebags . WOW ! I've not been sleeping for nights but at wee hours ... what a life !

After the promo of FREE-2-SETS-OF-BREAKFAST-WITH-PURCHASE-OF-RM5 , guess I'll really need some sleepful nights. Leading an unhealthy lifestyle is damn fcking damaging my health and it eventually delayed my menstrual periods ! hmmmm :/

Good days AHEAD !

biibuu ♥

My apple pie o(^____^)o

new apple , originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

Date : 24th of March 2011

Fact : I'm officially the owner of this apple !

Held : Take freaking good care of it or else , consequences are under my own responsibility !

Felt just too excited to own this lil Apple ! Although I'm still not very familiar with this pie but I'm learning !

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .. Told ya I'm one lucky bitch :)



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100 facts about me !

camwhore2, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

1. I’m a girl

2. I’m born on 28th of October 1988

3. I love RED

4. I’m a business student of INTI International University

5. I’m a Malaysian

6. My hometown is Seremban

7. My favourite food is wantan noodles

8. My favourite drink is Yakult

9. I love bananas

10. I’m talkative but only to the closer friends

11. I heart shopping

12. I love shopping alone sometimes and I don’t find it pathetic at all

13. I usually spend a lot on homies

14. Music is one of the essential stuff in my life

15. I’m sluggish most of the time

16. Call me the procrastinate queen

17. But I can easily become a workaholics , and ignoring everything

18. My words stings but I’m just being honest

19. I’ve little tolerance for stupidity

20. I like challenges

21. I love my girlfriends more than my lover

22. I’ve more guy friends than girl friends

23. I love being with the Social board members

24. I’m a very straight forward person

25. I don’t like talking to fake people because talking to them make me fake too

26. I enjoy girls’ talk with my girlfriends

27. Don’t ever tell me what to do if I don’t like you , because I’ll most likely do the opposite

28. I’m not impressed with guys who drive sports car

29. I’m stubborn. Once I’ve made up my mind, you can’t really change me

30. Lie to me and I’ll look down on you

31. If I’m emo, I would prefer to be alone

32. I don’t get hurt easily but if I really do , I’m really fcking hurt

33. I can be good with you , but if you do something that I dislike, sorry and bye

34. I can be an extremely good friend or a formidable enemy. Choose wisely

35. I observe people

36. I love reading their mind but I don’t like them reading mine

37. Treat me good and I’ll treat you better but if you treat me bad, I’ll treat you worst

38. Don’t underestimate what I might know

39. When I’m quiet, I’m just sitting , watching and thinking.

40. I don’t like being bothered with questions because if you do, I’ll ignore you

41. I’m trustworthy (:

42. When I love someone, I really love

43. My current crush is from my campus

44. I need someone who can motivates me

45. My family always comes first

46. I won’t stick around if I’m not interested

47. When I’m really angry, I’ll throw stuffs around me

48. I’m independent

49. You’ll never wish to see me mad

50. I think people who are superficial are assholes

51. Sometimes , I don’t talk to lots of people because they won’t understand what I’m trying to say

52. Looks and money doesn’t really impress me.

53. I call a man sexy if he’s confident and knowledgeable

54. Some people think I’m mean but I’m quite nice at times

55. I’m demanding but at least I know what I want

56. My mood swings

57. I don’t really like to waste time flirting

58. I can fall in love with a guy with girlfriend but will choose not to ruin them

59. I believes what comes around , goes around

60. I’m mysterious ( according to my horoscope ) :p

61. I’ve good memories

62. I do good in memorizing birthdays

63. I do good in suspecting some wrongdoings too

64. If I don’t care bout you anymore , it means you’ve lost me :p

65. I’m good at pushing people to do things

66. I’ve lusty thoughts

67. Never take advantage from me, I can take back

68. I may be bitchy but doesn’t mean I’m slutty

69. I don’t need to prove who I am to anyone

70. I don’t force myself to impress someone

71. I love justice

72. I always voiced out my dissatisfaction

73. I’m impatient

74. I don’t like to wait

75. I’m daring

76. I love sex with my boyfriend

77. To me, it’s either all or nothing

78. I don’t really trust everybody

79. I can forgive but not forget

80. When I’m talking to you , pay attention or leave me alone

81. I’m a great multitasker

82. I love to take care of people

83. I am irritable. Don't irritate me

84. I’m difficult to predict at times

85. Loves investigating

86. I do critics

87. I’m bias

88. I think a lot

89. If you betray me , I’ll turn away and leave

90. Sometimes , I discover something that is unknown by the rest

91. I smoke - socially

92. I love parties

93. Dream vacation : Maldives

94. Don’t like to be provoked

95. I can be very nasty if I am

96. Can be pretty mixed up sometimes

97. I have a tight circle of friends. You're either with me or against me

98. I love to cook and bake

99. I love DOMOKUN

100.I’m possessive because I care


tbc


biibuu ♥

I may be a lil bit boyish

camwhore , originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

Although I'm a lil boyish, in fact , I'm still a girl .

And although I'm just a girl , but I think I'm strong enough to give you protection -
at least to your heart ;)

XOXO

biibuu ♥

O'Nite is over ..

cigs, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

One chaos down and I don't need to handle any stuff regarding the event anymore ... has been very stressful because of it and thank god , it's over.

It's really time for me to focus on my studies. It's been almost a week since the event ended , but just because of catching up with the syllabus that I've missed , I'm even more exhausted.

Anyway , I shall ditch my unhealthy lifestyle asap

* fingers crossed * Days will be better soon .

biibuu ♥

Call me one lucky bitch !

Guess, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

We've talked so much but I swear I did not make any single request or hints for pressies but this particular someone claims that it is for me to release tension. It was pretty astonishing but thanks neway :)

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Unfortunately ...

I find my own determination a lil dodgy. My temptation for alcohol has not faded yet and it’s time to get my ass back to study. Don’t understand why I just love being outside and my room is like a hotel room, I’m only home for sleep and shower.

I hardly communicate with my new housemate, and sometimes I choose just to walk past without saying a word. I know it’s impolite but what should I say? I can’t talk , I can only crap :p

Time flies. It’s already my week …. ( okay , I’m not aware of the uni weeks also . damn! ) After 9th of March , I promise , I should really put my ass on the chair in front of the study table and do revision.

biibuu ♥

Where am I ?

My first “second home” is the Confucius block of Inti’s hostel on September 2008. That’s where I had my own living space besides Seremban. I started to make more friends from different places, Pakistanis, Nigerians, people from China and all over Malaysia. I learned to become independent, going to classes everyday and punctually, do assignments and hand up on time, study for test and do my best in the exams.

After that semester, I moved to Desa Palma and that’s my second “second home” which I’m still staying till now. I love being tidy, and I clean my room like every 2 – 3 days. Still remember the second week, when I was supposed to go to hang out with friends at Alamanda but end up hitting the club, with just singlet, shorts and sandals but it was a fun night as well. Weeks after, I joined the DAC club and at the gathering night, I met a special someone who became my boyfriend within a month. Whose love stories are not sweet initially? We spent most of our days and nights together. Being in love, kiss , hugs , intimacies, arguments , get jealous over lil things, chatted for hours when we’re about to sleep. Love just has it ups and downs. Unfortunately, our love is not strong enough and it leads to break up a year after. Betrayals are painful, but he’s forgiven because of love but things did not go well. Things become complicated and torture both of us. That’s when I grew up. Thanks to him.

But sometimes, I’m just being too stubborn. Determinations aren’t strong enough, end up hurting my own feelings. Anyhow, I’m still an optimist, knew myself can get over the pain in awhile. I trust myself. Whatever that I miss about is him is just because I used to love him a lot and for whatever that we’ve done in the past. Those memories are somehow beautiful and ignore the ugly ppart.

After he left, I joined Social Board. I get to know even more friends. Most of them are younger than I do, but they’re just too jovial and keep me distracted from being sad for him leaving. We work together as a team and do the best for O’Nite and go crazy and get high in clubs.

I used to hate alcohol and fags but they’ve become part of my obsession now. I don’t blame others for what I am today but they’ve become one of the socialize tools but it doesn’t mean that I’m using them to impress someone to get me fit in their group but it’s just better. I’ve tried to drink lesser so that I can smoke lesser but there’s always temptation. I’m just giving my excuses perhaps but if there’s ever another special someone who walk into my life and wanted me to give up fagging, I will for his sake :p

I’m still looking for the old me, back in September 2008. Where am I ?


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别说

All that I remember was we used to love but that was before . Take care .

biibuu ♥

It's Chinese New Year Eve :)

my cny bed , originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

Guess what , I don't even realize that today is CNY eve until mum reminds me yesterday . Every family will be busy doing spring cleaning which I hate the most because of my sensitive nose ! It'll start sneezing within half an hour of cleaning and tortures me the rest of the day and because of this, I can't be bothered to remember when CNY falls .

That was crap :p It's because of the ambiance. As years gone by, CNY has become one of the normal days or another weekends perhaps ? In those days, everyone will be going back early to gather and help with house chores but now ? They'll be only back on CNY eve, leaving the folks to clean the house waiting for them to come back , the worst of all , they only come back after CNY . I even have friends who's working on the first two days of CNY . How pathetic .

What I care bout the most of CNY is gatherings. No matter it's with friends or family, I still love them. I just love being around with someone I know , can talk to and of course can bull with. I'm looking forward for all this by tonight :)

biibuu ♥

New Year Resolution ? FAILED !

It's the end of the first month of 2011 and there will be New Year resolutions hence should be working on it already but me …?
I’m absolutely a VAINPOT, no efforts put so I failed totally! hahahaha

I’ve mentioned the first failure in the previous post and now the second one in this post. After months being Singapore, besides gaining experience and enjoyment, another thing that I’ve gained is weight. Resolution was to lose them and get my figure back but somehow, I ddddiiiiiiiiiidddddddddd NOT do anything bout it. I spent no time exercising besides hiking for the camp that I’ve attended last week. I tried eating lesser and even skip my dinner, it works a lil because I see a lil bit of reduction BUT … ( hahaha , BUTS are despicable ) one night of alcohol ruins all !

Blame myself for the new obsession now. Beer doesn’t taste any better but I enjoyed drinking. Weird huh? However, I don’t blame myself for all … ! When you have a bunch of cuckoo friends, you’re busted. What they do ? Pay for your drinks and you drink as much as you can, and these rich fellas, just get pleasure from seeing people drunk. wth. The worst, they bring you to makan, you’re allowed to order whatever you wanna eat but in one condition, you’ve to finish it, INCLUDING THOSE THAT THEY ORDER. This is WTF. Luckily, it’s only for once in awhile not always or else, I’ll die of stuffing !

New Year Resolutions are now postponed to Chinese New Year Resolutions. I can stll fit in all my S size top so I just need to lose a lil more, just a lil more can do. I can do it (hopefully...) ! (:


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New Sem :)

It’s the second week of the new semester but it’s just the first week of class for me. Another New Year resolution of mine should be present to class more often, however, I skipped another class again the second day of class. As mentioned before, lecturers with dreadful English somehow turned me off. It’s pretty hard for them to send us their idea, and worst of all, they sometimes don’t really know what are they teaching and they to give us the wrong information! It just happened on the first day me attending E-Commerce. wtf

I really tried being positive so lecturers, please be good and I’ll be the same to you.

* fingers crossed *

biibuu ♥

There's a saying

If the relationship doesn't make you a better person, then you are with the wrong one.

Then what if that person makes you better but he got worst ?

And what if that person makes you a better person but he has to leave ?

Or what if that potential someone will be the one who makes you better but he's never with you ?


What hurts the most ?


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Can't wait to go back to the campus !

After being in Seremban for a short while , I just feel like heading back to Nilai.

I wanna go back to have fun with the SBs , I miss parties and all the craps there and hopefully they'll make me think of nothing besides O'Nite and my studies .

* fingers crossed *

biibuu ♥

MERRY XMAS !

New Year is just a week to go but I had no new resolutions yet. Such a loser :/

Has been a spendthrift lately, should really ditch off the bad habit of mine as a shopaholic and concentrate on my studies or else, I’ll always be poor and still have some debts to settle :S

Here comes the end of internship, just a week to go and I'm back to the life as a student. Feel a lil reluctant to leave NC but i have to. I knew I'll be missing Tiff, Cheryl, Russell and Gilda a lot :'( We’ve not been together for a long time but we do spend lots of time together, crapping, laughing out loud, gossiping. Oh shit , I’m missing their company already :’( so the deal was , I’ll be back to Singapore whenever I’ve breaks ! Still in a dilemma whether to go back on before 3rd or after just to meet Gilda before I leave.

However, wish 2011 will be better !

biibuu ♥