HELP

I need help .. could someone please tell me what do i demand for and what should i do ? I'm feeling so helpless ... Tired of being doubtful. Sometimes i wish there's a comma in life so that i could pause things but in fact, there isn't one and i knew it ain't a solution. I need someone to tell me what i think was right to be doubtful of as well as the solutions but seems like no one is there for me to rely on. I've lost hope :'( . Sometimes, i wish to solve things in a naive way, for instance, met an accident that made me survived but completely lost my memories so i could have a new life again but this is not easy.

biibuu ♥