Tree and Leaves

It takes decades for a tree to grow from a baby to matured. I'm a Science retard. I don't really know how long does it take from each process to another but in my mind, all i think was - the leaves in the world exceeded the population of the world.

I'm curious. Do trees has feelings ? They bear leaves like a mummy gave birth to a baby, just differ in terms of the number they produced. Will the tree ever feel sad when the leaves were blown away by wind or just fall in front of them and seeing them dry as time passes ?

Maybe they do .. or maybe they feel sad when they first encounter them but sooner or later, not anymore. Because it happen to frequent and the tree has get used to it. The feeling is just like you've been hurt so much until you don't feel the pain anymore.

But the tree has always been strong until the very last day of their life, either they're demolished or old enough in producing. Does it mean .. for human .. they'll still love although they've been hurt tons of times ? It's pretty silly but you know .. this is human nature.

In my perception, the most fragile thing in the world is HEART and the most hurtful one are FEELINGS - and it's also the most uncontrollable of all.

biibuu ♥

Thee is reluctant to let go and so do I

In my mind, things are still left tangled.

Human are born self-indulgent and narcissistic so you can't blame one for being selfish.

But i bet you can feel your despise towards them. Seriously, i has .. so much .

But have you ever know how does it feels ?

As secrets begin to reveal .. it strikes every part of my heart deep inside and it aches. It is not made from metal and it has no shield so it hurts. I've no one to talk to because i can't.

I'm welcoming a new restart, please don't let me down. If you would like to try something new, go ahead without any BURDENS. But if things still persist, I shall let go. I'm just a normal human with fragile heart, I'll feel tired and exhausted and I has the feeling of fed up and give up.

biibuu ♥

Out of my mind .

I knew i've been extremely crazy to be that emotional and overreacted but seriously, I can't accept what i saw . It's nuisance - an abomination . Please ... don't let it happen again or else i can be demented . I always said my heart is fragile , please handle with care :( It's pretty naive but I ABHOR HER !

biibuu ♥