b-i-a-t-c-h

grrrrrrr . made a wrong decision to meet baby's ex but not regret as i got to see how she looks like . I wonder how he could resist her . Well... maybe because she's bitchy enough that's why guys LOVE but to me, i feel disgusted
* pukes *

She was a super duper mother-fcking bitchy bitch with a freaking itchy CB which needs to be fck desperately. Never know how to describe my hatred on her ... just too much, uncountable and baby, if you ever contact or talk to her, I'll NEVER talk to YOU - i really MEAN it and I SWEAR !!!!!

biibuu ♥

14th Apr o9 - editted

LOL . Aren't we cuteeeeeeee ? Still remember i was pretty tired then but still insist to study study study . heh ~

biibuu ♥

18th Apr o9 - Mood-less shopping day

Baby gets moody again. Reasons : NO DOUBT. That's me. Chatted with baby before leaving to KL to shop with mummy today. We're kinda happy while chatting at first until we bring up issues on F. I actually thought it was over but i never knew, he still keep it in mind and baby gets moody again, not replying my msn. Felt so torn up because he still don't believe me and i feel so helpless. I guess he need sometime to consider on how trustworthy i am to him before we move on. I don't need to know the answer but the answer is for him to make decision on what to do for the sake of both of us. I really don't like the feeling of being unhappy and .. of course blubbering.

He sms-ed and called but i'm not alert with the incoming calls and messages as i can't feel the vibration and also ringtone so end up not answering calls and replying messages until i took my hp out to call mum. Reading those messages don't make me feel good but i tried not to drop my tears out in the public but i can't help, luckily, no one saw it.

Baby .. thank you for the love but if you really mean it, i just hope ... you do believe me.

biibuu ♥

Final Week .

First Day - 13th Apr o9
Had my very first final paper today - CSC .Phewww~ a damn fcking tough paper EVER... ! (no lahh.. it's just that i don't pay attention in class ;p . Blame the lousy lecturer as well ... !!)



Last min studying ;p


YienPeh .. going ..


YienPeh .. gone .. LOL ..


As i girl, i shall sit in a proper manner but i'm too tired so come out with many " patterns" already lahhh .. ! ;p

After that paper, i should have rest but i insist to study till tomorrow morning as i've my second final tomorrow at 8am. Since there's no more


We're about to begin our revision ...


In the mid of revision , snapped to prove that i really do my revision , kayyyy


ma sweet baby . acc me for nights ;0

Second Day - 14th Apr o9

I should have rest right after exam but for no reason, i can't get my eyes close for nap after class. Pity me and end up heading to library to study ..


Weeeeeeee . candies make you stay awake !


oppsie . caught snakliee in action ;p

Third Day - 15th Apr o9
After 3 days of studying, i decide to snakieee for tonight as i've no paper tomorrow and so in the evening .. i cooked seaweed soup , shared by baby and Ric plus Nicole ( special delivery ) . I guess all of use had not sip any of our homemade soup for weeks ...




Last Day of revision - 16th Apr o9
Weeeeeeeee . Will be sitting for my last paper tomorrow. Pretty excited and confident since I've pay lotsa attention when i'm in class . heh


Camwhored with baby in the library

Thankieee baby and also credits to Boey, Johnson and Yien Peh for studying with meeeee. LOVE YOU GUYS lot ;*

biibuu ♥

10th April o9 - study study .

Since finals is just around the corner, i studied really hard this few days. No lappie to distract me ( except baby's ) and i really spend most of my time studying in the library from noon until it closes at 11pm. I was pretty surprise with my rajin-ness as i hardly do this previously except for studying at home alone until dawn.


Captured by baby. Writing my last sentence of answers before leaving for dinner ;)



Our second round at the upper level of baby where baby suddenly think of camwhoring =.=" .

Okays . ending this and leaving for lunch with Nicole ;)

biibuu ♥

7th April o9 - silent war

Baby acted as he was ok before he left home but as he left and text me minutes after, I knew he've read something, either between me and N or F's and he's mad with it. Well, since he said he'll not be coming over tonight, I shall not force him to do so. I knew he needs time to calm down and digest.

I thought of returning back his lappie by asking Nicole to pass it back to him but he came around 3something to get it back. Fineee, he left staring at me with an anger look. I thought i'll cry but somehow I'm strong enough and i didn't ;) .

I off my handphone right after. He turns my mood down and i think i did too. arghhhh. I'm not going to think so much. Just go to class and head to library right after for some of my revisions. Called mummy before i turn my hp off again so that she'll not get worried. As i turn on my hp, there's no calls nor messages from him yet. I knew he's really mad but no .. i can't call him .

Studied .. studied .. studied and time passes rapidly. My stomach is feeling slightly upset but I've no appetite at all. In the end, i still need to look for Johnson and Yien Peh for help in account as there is a test tomorrow. Geeeeeeeeee . if i know the test was at 4 in the noon , i shall go back home !! Miss mummy :( . As i turn on my hp again, tons of miscalls from Nicole, baby, Johnson, babe, Alex and some anonymous number.I knew everyone is worried but somehow, sorry guys, I'm still not in the mood of contacting anyone. All i think was revision for tomorrow's test.

As soon as i finish my revision, I on back my hp finally. Went to makan with them and Nicole and called Alex. In the mid of our conversation, baby called. Nicole told me he was quite eager looking for me. He wanted to talk but frankly, I'm not in the mood. I scared we'll end up quarreling and ........... bye bye .

Met him at bistro, he looks furious .. very furious but i need to stay calm, shall not be afraid, shall not cry. Right after my meal, we went back for a talk. It was F and what I'm mad of is he said he'll not mind my past but now ? If baby, you do keep all this things in mind, it'll hurt you and it's so meaningless for us to further our relationship with this but the conclusion end up we didn't break but cry like hell ... ! Big girls don't cry but you made me. Even after things is settled, he still wanna talk bout it and it brings my tears down again. Shit you baby. Bully me more and I'll hate you ;p .

After today, i feel baby do .... love me alot. I really don't wana predict our future, I hope all this will be long lasting.9 months, we'll go more than that and even longer. Thankieee baby for the love. I HEART YOU TOO ... so so so muchhh <33 !!

biibuu ♥

5th April o9 - cornflake failure

I was kind of desperate of eating cornflakes cookie actually and i remember kai ma said it's quite easy to make one without flour but just add honey with cornflakes so i tried it with adding a lil raisins and here is my outcome ...


tadaaaa .. nice ?

But frankly, i only ate one because it does not taste like what i wanted it to be so i think my mission is not accomplished but ....



they look enjoying huhhh...? heh ~ i dunno what they think of it actually but i knew they help me to finish the whole plate ;P

After finishing that and drying up my laundry, we're out for SUPPER ....



<3


biibuu ♥

I was tagged so i did this ;)

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.

1. First of all, I'm doing this to grant Boey's wish as she said she wanna know more bout me but in fact there's nothing much bout me as i used to reveal myself always so there are no hidden secrets in me .

2. I'm sick while I'm doing this ... so sick .

3. I'm taken at this very moment and i find it kinda annoying sometimes but somehow my annoying baby is too important for me i love him for being annoying ;p .

4. My finals is just around the corner but i'm still wasting my time doing this.

5. I love to facebook ;)

6. I used to login facebook every monday because i'm too obesesed with my fave application " Pet Society ". It has new stuffs in the stores every Monday and i can shop for my cutie biibuu.

7. I'm craving for murtabak, curry chicken, mcd's nugget , bistro's ayam goreng and mee goreng ayam but i'm sick so i can't have it :(

8. One fact that will never change .. I heart shopping .. ! No shopping no life ;)

9. The most important person in my life is mummy . Love her more than everyone else although we do argue over small matter.

10. I am a lazy blogger so i used to update every few weeks whenever i'm in the mood.

11. I hope mummy will never break her promise to bring me to Taiwan on this Nov .

12. I love Durians but that was before and i freaking hate it after i was trapped in a car without air-conditioner and i remember i asked my uncle to stop in the mid of the journey for me to throw out and I've never touch it ever since.

13. I love gingers either on it's on dessert or a main dish especially chicken rice.

14. I feel tired of sweeping my floor everyday but i can see dust and hair everyday that make me can't stand but sweep it .

15. My baby is seducing me with his tauhua now but I'll not take it. ( I'm not sure if i'll eat it after doing this ;p )

16. Fuhhhh .. i thought it was easy to list down 16 stuffs in a blog but it's not as easy as what i think and I'm finally done ... !

biibuu ♥

my annoying baby .

i actually wanted to post this up for quite some time but usually i can't make it because it's either i forgot to login blogspot or i forgot to bring my pendrive which contains this pic .

This is done by my precious baby .



Frankly, i don't know whether i shall feel happy or upset with this but somehow it's kinda sweet for him to this because i found this once i woke up early in the morning and on my lappie . See how annoying my babyboy is ;P

biibuu ♥