26th Feb o9 - First kiss

Went for dinner with him,Nicole and Mel after class today. Happy to see him ;) ( for of course...!) I suppose to do assignments with Jason and Johnson but it's raining heavily and i can't walk to the Halls of Residence so i just walk back and he accompany me. He stayed as the rain don't stops.

Since he had nothing to do, so he flips over the magazines in my room and we chatted until i passed out( too sleepy due to the weather ;P ) and woke up awhile later. Rain doesnt stop that makes him stay even longer and we spend even more time together.

We confessed everything the whole night,saying our dos and don'ts,hates and loves and also his exs... he admitted he's kinda playful that's why he try to take things slowly, step by step so we could lengthen our relationship period ( i'm not sure if this is what he meant ) but okays , i hope so. I think there's been quite a long time since i'm really " in a relationship " . Hopefully , this time it works.

biibuu ♥

25th Feb o9 - O night .

Went to Orientation with Nicole , Mel and also him. Although it's not a prom night but some girls do wear as if they're going to Prom . omg and i'm just with tee and shorts but i guess it's ok lahhh since it's not an official event.

Left in the halfway of the O night because the girls find it boring and went to bakery for dinner left him behind with his friends at MPH but i'm not interested with the food there so went back to Desa Palma and i saw 66 so just went for my fav meatballs and head back home.

But somehow my tummy is quite upset and it started to gastric again, pity me :( . He came with a packet of milk since i said i don't wanna makan. awwwwwwww . how sweet ... and our story begins here. i was still in pain , real pain :'( so after drinking the milk he bought, i headed straight to bed.

biibuu ♥

24th Feb o9 - first supper

Accompanied Nicole to study in bakery due to some reasons. Frankly,i really enjoyed spending time at the bakery cause they've tv and also some sofa that usually make me feel sleepy .

I didn't tell him that I was there, wishing to bump into him but i told him right after he texted me. He did walk pass bakery to check me out but i can't see him and he can't see me as well. Well, i guess it's because of the guys has blocked me. Erghhhh . talk bout the guys, there's a guy who make me felt so pissed off. He put his food on the counter and walked away to look for drinks so when i queued up,i suppose to be in front of him but he just come and stand in front of me as if i purposely overtake his place. Could you please say " EXCUSE ME " but not like a train that can't brakes and ramp over? You're sooooooooooooooo not gentleman. duhhhhhh .I'm fine with it anyway.

Met him finally. He came to buy drinks with his friends and left in awhile but i asked him out for yc and he followed . He helped me to carry my stuffs and walked over bistro and after that he walked me home (plus a lil free service, massaging . I guess I'm feeling overexcited but as he leaves,i felt a lil reluctant cause i hope he'll stay a lil longer but it's okay, we'll be meeting tomorrow anyway

biibuu ♥

23rd Feb o9 - Confessed

He actually said something (or should i said he ... confessed) and out of sudden, i gone blank. Shall i say this is what i've expected to happen but never expected it happen to be so soon? I'm not sure what to answer but my heart was telling me i shall say yes but my mind was doubtful. Oh, c'mon, what am i doubting? I guess it's because of things were going too fast and i nearly forgot that we've known each other for not even a month.

Somehow, i knew the feel was alright overall when i started to miss him,hoping to bump into him around the campus but i guess it'll hardly happen because our class used to be in different time and also i've no idea where his class is held daily.

Well, let's see what will happen tomorrow ...

biibuu ♥

15th Feb o9 - weird biibuu

somehow , i started to recall what he said to me. I'm not sure what is this feeling called but i stored his sms, not taking any intentions to delete them from my cell. Does this means that something reacts again ? Oh noooooo .. biibuu , do you think you'll have a go with him ? Well , i'm curious. I asked myself if this is what i want, my heart tends to say YES ... ! shit !

oh my my .. what should i do? Things were going too fast and we're getting a bit closer ( i think ... ) I should slow down and give it a short pause to understand better, shouldn't I ?

nahhhh. heading to bed, too lazy to be doubtful.

biibuu ♥

14th Feb o9 - Valentine's day

People might be asking ... why am I staying at home facing the pc , online , msn-ing and fb-ing on valentine's day ... ? The answer is simple , because I'm not going out for any dates . Easy , huh ... ? I'm not those HOT and PRETTY famous chicks around town or college , so people don't date me . LOL .

I actually declined two dates just because I need to spare all my 214 for my precious girlfriend and who knows this woman dumped me because her prince came all the way back from Penang to celebrate with her . Biasalahhh , girls are always like that but I don't know why ... I guess I'm too over , over virtuous ( or should I say I'm actually stupid ? ) for doing stuffs like bringing my girlfriends for a date and it might ruin my date . What if he would like to talk to me personally but just because of the present of my girlfriend might keep him in the mute mode . fineeee .. I guess i don't wanna be so dumb anymore . I should learn to be more selfish . Since people can do so without feeling guilty so why can't I be more narcissistic ? i guess it's more beneficial to me , myself and I .

Somehow , some people are born to be like that . I didn't mean that I'm a very decent person but at least , I knew I'm better than some people out there for not being too self - centered because I assure people will hate you if you are one of them !

Sounds like I'm promoting myself in this bloggie ( LOL..!! ) but I think it's okay since not many people will be reading this ;P

biibuu ♥