Contradiction

I'm doing things that I dislike to do but I'm still doing it ... I felt a lil stressful and annoyed. My heartaches like shit . I doesn't wanna sit beside you accompanying you doing things I dislike you to do but I followed you here to see you doing it.

I can never understand. Is it the only way that can make you happy ? When am I going to see changes in you ? I guess it might never happen until the last day I ever talk to you ... but I'm still hoping miracle does happens. Love

biibuu ♥