May 29, 2010

People always say

treat others the way you wanna be treated and people will treat you the way you wanted to ...

But somehow, this isn't true because not everyone wanna be treated the way you wanted to be treated.

biibuu ♥

May 26, 2010

Instead of blaming why people don't understand ... I guess I should ask why I don't understand as well.

In fact, it's not that I don't wanna empathize but that person don't allow me to put myself into their shoes .. so .. what should I do ?

biibuu ♥

May 25, 2010

It's sort of stupid

after realizing what's eventually better.

WONDERING HOW STUPID I AM .. damn ..

biibuu ♥

May 20, 2010

papaya milk



i miss papaya milk :(

biibuu ♥

May 19, 2010

Life's too short to wake up in the morning for regrets

Love people who treat you right,
Pray for those who don't.

Life is 10% on how you make it and 90% on how you take it.

biibuu ♥

May 18, 2010

Need you now ( Lady Antebellum )

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

May 15, 2010

I'll be gaining weight



because i found this in my refrigerator ..

biibuu ♥

May 11, 2010

I'm missing someone





He used to love me so much before ... but where is him now ?

biibuu ♥

May 07, 2010

I just do what I want

Life is beautiful *

* Terms and conditions apply !

biibuu ♥

Contradiction

I'm doing things that I dislike to do but I'm still doing it ... I felt a lil stressful and annoyed. My heartaches like shit . I doesn't wanna sit beside you accompanying you doing things I dislike you to do but I followed you here to see you doing it.

I can never understand. Is it the only way that can make you happy ? When am I going to see changes in you ? I guess it might never happen until the last day I ever talk to you ... but I'm still hoping miracle does happens. Love

biibuu ♥

May 03, 2010

I don't know

I don't know .. don't feel like knowing .. don't wanna know .. hate to know ..

It's all about the abhorrence, despise, hatred .

I've got myself too much to doubt. It's a torture. Everything was a mistake.

Shall not bother, shall not fcking care.

FULLSTOP. Toddles !

biibuu ♥

May 01, 2010

Guys

Looking back on my Facebook’s profile and walls, I’ve stated there, I’m a female, my profile pic shows that I have long straight hair, I wear dresses and skirts and in fact I am a LADY but ironically I’m a guy good friend to my good guy friends.

I eventually realized that I’m too comfy with being a “guy “ with them and I guess they’re happy being around me too without any needs to not be themselves. You know there are some guys that used to be attention seeker among girls. Those are the sickening ones. They’ll boast on how great they are which makes them pissed me off.

Pros - although they treated me as guy, we’re buddies and we’ll not break up, divorce plus I got pampered and protected like a girl among them. They even teach me or let me know what most of the guys think and do and tell me to be more alert with guys. Boyfriends usually don’t do this kind of stuffs kayyyy . They’ll only show you the girlfriends, the best in him. Same like girlfriends did that to their boyfriends too but me, sorry, I’m not good in acting ;)

Cons –always got misunderstand by people I’ve different boyfriends. Maybe I get too well along with few of my buddies and sometimes we used to come out only in 2 or sometimes we took pics in an extraordinary pose, people might think I’ve different partners. DAMN. I’m loyal kayyyy !

Anyway, I’ll ignore what other people say bout me but I do care people that means to me misunderstands me. I rather they argue with me to ask for clarification other than sitting there quietly, keeping stuffs in their mind not telling me and hatred grows for the wrong thing. I ain’t emphasizing on anyone but to everyone, and you know you are not excluded.


biibuu ♥