Growing up

As we're growing up, we're exposed to more and more stuffs and things that would be awkward when we were young. The perception towards them just changed according to our age.

It's just like .. when i was a kid, i learn that kids should be obedient and never tell lies but parents did that to us ! When I'm in primary school, I used to be a Top 5 student and think that I'll be better in future but in the end, I end up being the top 5 from the back in the second class of my Form 1. What a shame :p

Before i step in college, my form 6 teachers always remind us to get good grades to get a good career but when I'm doing my degree, people tend to tell me that it's ok to not get a first class degree . WTH !

Contradictions, man. Everyone of them has become hypocrites but undeniable, the more knowledgeable a person is, the more selfish he became so i rather not to be so wise to remind myself that I'm still living with courtesy :)

Same thing goes to relationship, when we first fall in love, we might think they're the one, tried being loyal, and hate those who snatch our love one away. As time goes, we must accept the fact that human changes in all aspects. Even if they're not exposed, they'll explore.

I tried reminding myself to be positive, love myself more than anyone else. I hope I can do it but still, I have you in my mind :)


biibuu ♥