29th May o9 - my fave photo editing

I was doing nothing in front of my desktop until i think of something better to do - photo editing using Picnik although i don't really know how to fully utilize the functions there, at least i gain some satisfaction from editing those photos to something i like.





i heart this the most .. and i started to miss baby so dearly :'(

biibuu ♥

28th May o9 - Football's attraction

Never knew a football match will be that attractive.

Baby actually said he wanted to watch the match between Barc and MU and later on i forgot what was our conversation, he said he's not going since he's not betting.It started to drizzle around 1something to 2 when baby said he wanted to bath and in seconds he came back to me and said he's going out for the match . The excuse - accompany Ric . So lame lah, beeeee ! Hate you .

And for Ric, c'mon lahh .. raining also wanna watch. I bet you'll not be attending morning classes later ( if you have one ) LOL .

biibuu ♥

23rd May o9

Started to lose my mind because of the combo doubting. I felt difficulties in breathing once again. Things seem to be very confusing and i don't know what to do. I knew it was me, who complicate things but i don't know why and how to stop it. Oh God, drop me a solution please or else I'll be dead of suffocating .. !!

biibuu ♥

21st May o9

I admit that I'm a person that throws tantrum easily especially to you . Even I don't understand but that's how I always react . Never ask me why , i have no clue at all .

But all of my life , I've never expected , you'll word that out and because that's out of my expectation , I've never imagine how hurt those words will be . It really hurts so badly .

Frankly, if you ever think of leaving , just tell me directly and don't need to dilly-dally. I suppose we're both grown up , we knew how to think rationally.

biibuu ♥

20th May o9

You should know that i cared and mind every single words that you said .

biibuu ♥

15th May o9 - trust

I started to feel terribly miserable , confused with what i want and also confused with what i've saw . I don't know who to believe and what to believe. Talk about love, trust is one of the most important element to make the relationship long lasting and in other words, it will end if neither of them trust each other or maybe only one of them do.

I'm actually trying my best way out to look for the absolute solutions to reduce my curiosity to whatever happens in the past and tried to look further to the future but i find myself clicking at the wrong link to see things i ain't suppose to see and somewhow, it does turn my mood down. WTH .. !

Things tend to happens in many ways but consequences only comes in both ways either positive or negative. Shall we just look at the positive one and ignore the negative one ? I'm very optimistic in actual but i do see things in both way but sometimes , i think i'm not as optimistic as me myself think i am ! OMFG .. am i ? i even started to feel that i'm forgetting what's my personality and how i used to think ... I want myself back desperately . I hope i will be less doubtful and always remember " Don't worry , Be happy " .

biibuu ♥