25th Mar o9 - 1ヶ月

Days are passing really fast and in a few blinks, baby and i has been together for a month. Frankly, I've been feeling ups and downs for this whole month but biasalahhh.. i knew baby did too ;p . I'm kinda annoying but my baby as well too but too bad we love it.

I don't really dare to predict how far can we go in the future but at this very moment, there's no acceptable reason for me to leave him except for my silly thinkings for the past few days. Well, has been really sad thinking about it but after talking to the girlfriends, they think my perceptions are sort of lebih.

I didn't mean to think so but for time-being, I'm afraid of hurting him and also myself as well that's why i tried to figure out what's the best solution i can do but i think I'm the one who think too much cause there're actually nothing's wrong with us so why not being happy like the happy days we used to have ?

Baby, Happy one month anniversary .... !!
Lxxx ya lots . xoxo .. !!

biibuu ♥

1st Mar o9 - heartbroken

Went to pavillion to shop with mummy today after helping ayi in her shop. First time in my life, i feel so eager to finish all my shopping and leave. I guess it was all because i'm too eager to see him ;P and thankfully,we finished shop and dinner at around 7 something and we left after that. At that time,the rain just stops and i sms-ed baby telling him that i'm leaving back to inti. I'm missing him too much, man hoping to see him at this very moment.

Baby told me that it's raining heavily in Nilai and he hopes the rain stops faster so he could come and look for me but too bad it rain all night. I met him awhile at the bakery but just only awhile and accompanied Nicole for supper after that. Baby didn't followed cause he's watching football and i misunderstand him that he wanted to go for football compared to me. oh my ... :( and baby actually thought i'll accompany him to watch football. noooooooooooo , how could i miss that. i guess i've make a mistake and make baby upset and i don't feel so good right now :'( . I really wanted to see him so so so badly but he don't reply my sms and msn as well. If he don't then maybe because he don't wanna talk to me for this while only,we'll be ok soon. Lxxx you baby !

biibuu ♥

28th Feb o9 - missing so badly

my first week without him during weekends since i'm taken and it was just two days before and i've started to think of him every single hour , minute and second. SHITTT ... !! Baby, i'm missing you damn much .. !! lxxx you ;P .

biibuu ♥