I have a sudden passion .

In fact, it's not sudden but it has been there since awhile .. it's just that it grew a lil stronger and fonder recently . I want to pursue my study overseas. That's what my passion is.

I wish to see a lil more things, experience more as studying overseas, life maybe tougher and i believe it will change who i am now but i don't see or get any support from my breadwinner .
* sighhhh *

Eventually .. it's just a thought . It'll not be realistic.


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The feeling is so lost .

It's head cracking .. !

I want someone to share with but who's the right person i should spill ?

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Daddy, you can let go ...

Saw this from Cyprian's facebook , a heart-rending one

I would like to dedicate this to my mum ;) but mummy, I won't let you go. Love you

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Trust and Faith

I've tried learning to have trust and faith on him but no matter how much i remind myself i should do it .. I just can't help . Why ?

It's so true that Scorpions used to think too much .. think overboard and they're usually born to .. what a sickening characteristics .. duhhh

Anyway, I'm still trying my best way out to not torture him. Wish me luck people ;)

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Budget planning

I wanna make a budget plan . I wanna save $$$ now ( or earn a lil ) to spend in the futureeeeeeeee !

WOW . i'm so freaking awake when i think of shopping ;D

Now let's see how shall i start my plan .. where shall i save more and where can i earn?

Maybe eat ? Yahh .. that's true. I love to eat - not the main dishes but those side dishes that's why i love ordering those main stuffs like mee and rice but with lotsa side dishes like fishcakes, fried stuffs. From tomorrow onwards .. i shall cut down all those stuffs .

Secondly, try not to order drinks during makan or if i wanted to, look for someone to pay .. like .. MUMMY and UNCLE . Heh ~

Thirdly, cook at home. But it's not that money saving in fact, it's sort of time consuming but it's definitely healthier !

Forth , cut down magazines ? Nahhhhhh .. Just around 10 bucks a month , make not much difference at all ..

What about ... top ups ? No , I hardly top up. My maxis number is postpaid, mum pays for it . Digi .. ? Hmmm . I think it's been awhile since i last top up. And I'm not going to top up for my uncle anymore. I'm just too decent ! Not worth it.

What else ? Tea session with girlfriends are usually unavoidable and we love to visit those air-conditioned cafe. Duhhhh .. once again . CUT DOWN this kind of expenses but places without air-cond ? Sounds like a nono . Well .. put this under consideration or order sky juice for the next time ? Weeee .. then why not bringing a bottle of water from home ? =.=" If i could do this, my plan will succeed for SURE but i knew it'll never.

How to earn money ? Sell my stuffs ? But there's no thingy like flea market where we can sell our second hand stuffs in sban neither nilai ? Or should i say, i don't know any? Yes .. i think of something to sell , but not the right timing yet. My textbooks - next year =.="

Part time job ? I'm lazy for one but if uncle is going to hire me, and that's a yes yes ! YES .. TALK TO HIM !

WHAT ELSEEEEEEEEE ? can't think of any right now. that's all . toodles ;)

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I don't know what it was like ..

but it was something like ais batu campur .. all mixed up and it doesn't feel nice at all . Sometimes, i feel like throwing out everything but in fact i don't. Shake me till I'm awake please .

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Never take things for granted

because you'll never know things may turn the other way round especially if it's the ugly part .

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I've no reasons except ..

I'm getting crazier and crazier each day .

Just 8 letters , 3 words , 1 meaning

P/s : i do care .. so mutha fuxking much !


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