I find my own determination a lil dodgy. My temptation for alcohol has not faded yet and it’s time to get my ass back to study. Don’t understand why I just love being outside and my room is like a hotel room, I’m only home for sleep and shower.
I hardly communicate with my new housemate, and sometimes I choose just to walk past without saying a word. I know it’s impolite but what should I say? I can’t talk , I can only crap :p
Time flies. It’s already my week …. ( okay , I’m not aware of the uni weeks also . damn! ) After 9th of March , I promise , I should really put my ass on the chair in front of the study table and do revision.
biibuu ♥
February 22, 2011
February 08, 2011
Where am I ?
My first “second home” is the Confucius block of Inti’s hostel on September 2008. That’s where I had my own living space besides Seremban. I started to make more friends from different places, Pakistanis, Nigerians, people from China and all over Malaysia. I learned to become independent, going to classes everyday and punctually, do assignments and hand up on time, study for test and do my best in the exams.
After that semester, I moved to Desa Palma and that’s my second “second home” which I’m still staying till now. I love being tidy, and I clean my room like every 2 – 3 days. Still remember the second week, when I was supposed to go to hang out with friends at Alamanda but end up hitting the club, with just singlet, shorts and sandals but it was a fun night as well. Weeks after, I joined the DAC club and at the gathering night, I met a special someone who became my boyfriend within a month. Whose love stories are not sweet initially? We spent most of our days and nights together. Being in love, kiss , hugs , intimacies, arguments , get jealous over lil things, chatted for hours when we’re about to sleep. Love just has it ups and downs. Unfortunately, our love is not strong enough and it leads to break up a year after. Betrayals are painful, but he’s forgiven because of love but things did not go well. Things become complicated and torture both of us. That’s when I grew up. Thanks to him.
But sometimes, I’m just being too stubborn. Determinations aren’t strong enough, end up hurting my own feelings. Anyhow, I’m still an optimist, knew myself can get over the pain in awhile. I trust myself. Whatever that I miss about is him is just because I used to love him a lot and for whatever that we’ve done in the past. Those memories are somehow beautiful and ignore the ugly ppart.
After he left, I joined Social Board. I get to know even more friends. Most of them are younger than I do, but they’re just too jovial and keep me distracted from being sad for him leaving. We work together as a team and do the best for O’Nite and go crazy and get high in clubs.
I used to hate alcohol and fags but they’ve become part of my obsession now. I don’t blame others for what I am today but they’ve become one of the socialize tools but it doesn’t mean that I’m using them to impress someone to get me fit in their group but it’s just better. I’ve tried to drink lesser so that I can smoke lesser but there’s always temptation. I’m just giving my excuses perhaps but if there’s ever another special someone who walk into my life and wanted me to give up fagging, I will for his sake :p
I’m still looking for the old me, back in September 2008. Where am I ?
biibuu ♥
After that semester, I moved to Desa Palma and that’s my second “second home” which I’m still staying till now. I love being tidy, and I clean my room like every 2 – 3 days. Still remember the second week, when I was supposed to go to hang out with friends at Alamanda but end up hitting the club, with just singlet, shorts and sandals but it was a fun night as well. Weeks after, I joined the DAC club and at the gathering night, I met a special someone who became my boyfriend within a month. Whose love stories are not sweet initially? We spent most of our days and nights together. Being in love, kiss , hugs , intimacies, arguments , get jealous over lil things, chatted for hours when we’re about to sleep. Love just has it ups and downs. Unfortunately, our love is not strong enough and it leads to break up a year after. Betrayals are painful, but he’s forgiven because of love but things did not go well. Things become complicated and torture both of us. That’s when I grew up. Thanks to him.
But sometimes, I’m just being too stubborn. Determinations aren’t strong enough, end up hurting my own feelings. Anyhow, I’m still an optimist, knew myself can get over the pain in awhile. I trust myself. Whatever that I miss about is him is just because I used to love him a lot and for whatever that we’ve done in the past. Those memories are somehow beautiful and ignore the ugly ppart.
After he left, I joined Social Board. I get to know even more friends. Most of them are younger than I do, but they’re just too jovial and keep me distracted from being sad for him leaving. We work together as a team and do the best for O’Nite and go crazy and get high in clubs.
I used to hate alcohol and fags but they’ve become part of my obsession now. I don’t blame others for what I am today but they’ve become one of the socialize tools but it doesn’t mean that I’m using them to impress someone to get me fit in their group but it’s just better. I’ve tried to drink lesser so that I can smoke lesser but there’s always temptation. I’m just giving my excuses perhaps but if there’s ever another special someone who walk into my life and wanted me to give up fagging, I will for his sake :p
I’m still looking for the old me, back in September 2008. Where am I ?
biibuu ♥
February 02, 2011
It's Chinese New Year Eve :)
Guess what , I don't even realize that today is CNY eve until mum reminds me yesterday . Every family will be busy doing spring cleaning which I hate the most because of my sensitive nose ! It'll start sneezing within half an hour of cleaning and tortures me the rest of the day and because of this, I can't be bothered to remember when CNY falls .
That was crap :p It's because of the ambiance. As years gone by, CNY has become one of the normal days or another weekends perhaps ? In those days, everyone will be going back early to gather and help with house chores but now ? They'll be only back on CNY eve, leaving the folks to clean the house waiting for them to come back , the worst of all , they only come back after CNY . I even have friends who's working on the first two days of CNY . How pathetic .
What I care bout the most of CNY is gatherings. No matter it's with friends or family, I still love them. I just love being around with someone I know , can talk to and of course can bull with. I'm looking forward for all this by tonight :)
biibuu ♥
January 30, 2011
New Year Resolution ? FAILED !
It's the end of the first month of 2011 and there will be New Year resolutions hence should be working on it already but me …?
I’m absolutely a VAINPOT, no efforts put so I failed totally! hahahaha
I’ve mentioned the first failure in the previous post and now the second one in this post. After months being Singapore, besides gaining experience and enjoyment, another thing that I’ve gained is weight. Resolution was to lose them and get my figure back but somehow, I ddddiiiiiiiiiidddddddddd NOT do anything bout it. I spent no time exercising besides hiking for the camp that I’ve attended last week. I tried eating lesser and even skip my dinner, it works a lil because I see a lil bit of reduction BUT … ( hahaha , BUTS are despicable ) one night of alcohol ruins all !
Blame myself for the new obsession now. Beer doesn’t taste any better but I enjoyed drinking. Weird huh? However, I don’t blame myself for all … ! When you have a bunch of cuckoo friends, you’re busted. What they do ? Pay for your drinks and you drink as much as you can, and these rich fellas, just get pleasure from seeing people drunk. wth. The worst, they bring you to makan, you’re allowed to order whatever you wanna eat but in one condition, you’ve to finish it, INCLUDING THOSE THAT THEY ORDER. This is WTF. Luckily, it’s only for once in awhile not always or else, I’ll die of stuffing !
New Year Resolutions are now postponed to Chinese New Year Resolutions. I can stll fit in all my S size top so I just need to lose a lil more, just a lil more can do. I can do it (hopefully...) ! (:
biibuu ♥
I’m absolutely a VAINPOT, no efforts put so I failed totally! hahahaha
I’ve mentioned the first failure in the previous post and now the second one in this post. After months being Singapore, besides gaining experience and enjoyment, another thing that I’ve gained is weight. Resolution was to lose them and get my figure back but somehow, I ddddiiiiiiiiiidddddddddd NOT do anything bout it. I spent no time exercising besides hiking for the camp that I’ve attended last week. I tried eating lesser and even skip my dinner, it works a lil because I see a lil bit of reduction BUT … ( hahaha , BUTS are despicable ) one night of alcohol ruins all !
Blame myself for the new obsession now. Beer doesn’t taste any better but I enjoyed drinking. Weird huh? However, I don’t blame myself for all … ! When you have a bunch of cuckoo friends, you’re busted. What they do ? Pay for your drinks and you drink as much as you can, and these rich fellas, just get pleasure from seeing people drunk. wth. The worst, they bring you to makan, you’re allowed to order whatever you wanna eat but in one condition, you’ve to finish it, INCLUDING THOSE THAT THEY ORDER. This is WTF. Luckily, it’s only for once in awhile not always or else, I’ll die of stuffing !
New Year Resolutions are now postponed to Chinese New Year Resolutions. I can stll fit in all my S size top so I just need to lose a lil more, just a lil more can do. I can do it (hopefully...) ! (:
biibuu ♥
January 18, 2011
New Sem :)
It’s the second week of the new semester but it’s just the first week of class for me. Another New Year resolution of mine should be present to class more often, however, I skipped another class again the second day of class. As mentioned before, lecturers with dreadful English somehow turned me off. It’s pretty hard for them to send us their idea, and worst of all, they sometimes don’t really know what are they teaching and they to give us the wrong information! It just happened on the first day me attending E-Commerce. wtf
I really tried being positive so lecturers, please be good and I’ll be the same to you.
* fingers crossed *
biibuu ♥
I really tried being positive so lecturers, please be good and I’ll be the same to you.
* fingers crossed *
biibuu ♥
January 13, 2011
There's a saying
If the relationship doesn't make you a better person, then you are with the wrong one.
Then what if that person makes you better but he got worst ?
And what if that person makes you a better person but he has to leave ?
Or what if that potential someone will be the one who makes you better but he's never with you ?
What hurts the most ?
biibuu ♥
Then what if that person makes you better but he got worst ?
And what if that person makes you a better person but he has to leave ?
Or what if that potential someone will be the one who makes you better but he's never with you ?
What hurts the most ?
biibuu ♥
January 08, 2011
Can't wait to go back to the campus !
After being in Seremban for a short while , I just feel like heading back to Nilai.
I wanna go back to have fun with the SBs , I miss parties and all the craps there and hopefully they'll make me think of nothing besides O'Nite and my studies .
* fingers crossed *
biibuu ♥
I wanna go back to have fun with the SBs , I miss parties and all the craps there and hopefully they'll make me think of nothing besides O'Nite and my studies .
* fingers crossed *
biibuu ♥
December 25, 2010
MERRY XMAS !
New Year is just a week to go but I had no new resolutions yet. Such a loser :/
Has been a spendthrift lately, should really ditch off the bad habit of mine as a shopaholic and concentrate on my studies or else, I’ll always be poor and still have some debts to settle :S
Here comes the end of internship, just a week to go and I'm back to the life as a student. Feel a lil reluctant to leave NC but i have to. I knew I'll be missing Tiff, Cheryl, Russell and Gilda a lot :'( We’ve not been together for a long time but we do spend lots of time together, crapping, laughing out loud, gossiping. Oh shit , I’m missing their company already :’( so the deal was , I’ll be back to Singapore whenever I’ve breaks ! Still in a dilemma whether to go back on before 3rd or after just to meet Gilda before I leave.
However, wish 2011 will be better !
biibuu ♥
Has been a spendthrift lately, should really ditch off the bad habit of mine as a shopaholic and concentrate on my studies or else, I’ll always be poor and still have some debts to settle :S
Here comes the end of internship, just a week to go and I'm back to the life as a student. Feel a lil reluctant to leave NC but i have to. I knew I'll be missing Tiff, Cheryl, Russell and Gilda a lot :'( We’ve not been together for a long time but we do spend lots of time together, crapping, laughing out loud, gossiping. Oh shit , I’m missing their company already :’( so the deal was , I’ll be back to Singapore whenever I’ve breaks ! Still in a dilemma whether to go back on before 3rd or after just to meet Gilda before I leave.
However, wish 2011 will be better !
biibuu ♥
December 09, 2010
December 07, 2010
Counting down for my cruise trip :D
I’m looking forward for my cruise trip which is this coming Sunday(12th) . It’s gonna be fun. I love the sun on the cruise and I’ve predicted, I’ll have my most therapeutic retail therapy there ! How could I miss it :D :D :D
I'll be traveling on Virgo this time :)
Let’s see how my itinerary goes,
I’ll be leaving Singapore on Sunday evening , reaching Penang at 2pm on Monday and depart again at 9pm heading towards Phuket Island and reaching there approximately at 8.30am in the morning the next day until 6pm. I must make sure to get my ass ready to utilize my time in Phuket to the max for shopping, eating and oh .. maybe massage or even ELEPHANT RIDES !
Goddddd , the more I think of it , the more I’m hoping this Sunday to come faster !
biibuu ♥
I'll be traveling on Virgo this time :)
Let’s see how my itinerary goes,
I’ll be leaving Singapore on Sunday evening , reaching Penang at 2pm on Monday and depart again at 9pm heading towards Phuket Island and reaching there approximately at 8.30am in the morning the next day until 6pm. I must make sure to get my ass ready to utilize my time in Phuket to the max for shopping, eating and oh .. maybe massage or even ELEPHANT RIDES !
Goddddd , the more I think of it , the more I’m hoping this Sunday to come faster !
biibuu ♥
December 05, 2010
Horoscopes
Do you believe in them ? I do .
Look at the people around you and try to observe them. You’ll see people with the same horoscopes behave and think more or less the same.
I err again, with the same mistake. It happens to be the people with the same horoscope. Blame me for being selfish but I knew things will be complicated because we know how we felt. Both of us had confronted it but we did not conclude it with a clear and strong borderline for us. I knew we are wrong but something will happen sooner or later and left us feeling guilty.
Please strengthen my willpower !
biibuu ♥
Look at the people around you and try to observe them. You’ll see people with the same horoscopes behave and think more or less the same.
I err again, with the same mistake. It happens to be the people with the same horoscope. Blame me for being selfish but I knew things will be complicated because we know how we felt. Both of us had confronted it but we did not conclude it with a clear and strong borderline for us. I knew we are wrong but something will happen sooner or later and left us feeling guilty.
Please strengthen my willpower !
biibuu ♥
December 02, 2010
After a short hiatus
And here I am to blog again …
There’s no much updates as I’ve been doing the same things like the old previous days, things been done repetitively in workplace, even back in hometown , hanging out with the same bunch of people whenever and wherever doing whatever.
Ever since I’ve started working, I realized I begin to control my emotions and my speech. I’ve became so cool to good news and bad news, which I’m not sure if it’s good or bad. I don’t know why the heck I’ve become like this but shit happens and it’s not as easy as flushing down into the toilet.
People will behave strangely and some things will go unpredictably wrong or right and sometimes, it doesn’t make sense – AT ALL, TOTALLY ! If I ever choose to spend time trying to find out and work it out, I guess I’ll drive myself crazy. On those days, people always advise us to not be hesitate to ask questions if you don’t understand but to me, not everything is beyond your understanding so much better to accept that we don’t need to know every tiny bits of the stuff and let it go at that rather than let those clutters bothering us ! How simple is that .
What’s in my mind always? Definitely my retail therapy that cheer me up 24/7 oh ya .. and also FOOD ! As mention in the earlier post that one thing that I’m absolutely negative about is my cravings. It doesn’t has a limit and that what makes me be ill with and at the same time ENJOY when I got them.
After mum left, I went to Vivo to get a new lingerie as I really need a new one in nude colour. I really think of getting it and left right away but my determinations ain’t strong enough and I wander around for more and of course I don’t go back only with my lingerie :p
There’s another month left till I’m back for good .. ermmm .. but not that good. Somehow, I’m missing my uni days already, wish to get back asap to meet the goodies and hang out together.
Heading home tomorrow ! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
biibuu ♥
There’s no much updates as I’ve been doing the same things like the old previous days, things been done repetitively in workplace, even back in hometown , hanging out with the same bunch of people whenever and wherever doing whatever.
Ever since I’ve started working, I realized I begin to control my emotions and my speech. I’ve became so cool to good news and bad news, which I’m not sure if it’s good or bad. I don’t know why the heck I’ve become like this but shit happens and it’s not as easy as flushing down into the toilet.
People will behave strangely and some things will go unpredictably wrong or right and sometimes, it doesn’t make sense – AT ALL, TOTALLY ! If I ever choose to spend time trying to find out and work it out, I guess I’ll drive myself crazy. On those days, people always advise us to not be hesitate to ask questions if you don’t understand but to me, not everything is beyond your understanding so much better to accept that we don’t need to know every tiny bits of the stuff and let it go at that rather than let those clutters bothering us ! How simple is that .
What’s in my mind always? Definitely my retail therapy that cheer me up 24/7 oh ya .. and also FOOD ! As mention in the earlier post that one thing that I’m absolutely negative about is my cravings. It doesn’t has a limit and that what makes me be ill with and at the same time ENJOY when I got them.
After mum left, I went to Vivo to get a new lingerie as I really need a new one in nude colour. I really think of getting it and left right away but my determinations ain’t strong enough and I wander around for more and of course I don’t go back only with my lingerie :p
There’s another month left till I’m back for good .. ermmm .. but not that good. Somehow, I’m missing my uni days already, wish to get back asap to meet the goodies and hang out together.
Heading home tomorrow ! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
biibuu ♥
November 14, 2010
Girls' talk
Met Pei Pei for dinner after knocking off last Friday, it’s been a month since I last met her around as we don’t find a well-suited time to meet. Chatted for the whole meeting session which includes dinner and shopping. Guess what .. ? It was therapeutic ! For what and what .. of course eating , shopping and girls talk are the best remedy to release stress !
But don’t really get to spend a lot or else, I think I’ll starve to death by 10th next month before I get my salary. I’ve got a lil tight on my allowance this month as I don’t have any extras but hopefully, I can cope with it. Next month is gonna be a tough month too as I planned to lengthen my stay for my intern period for another week which means I’ll be back for good ( just for a year ) next year and come back right after I graduate :)
I’ve my planned my stay here , all I want is earn more money to increase my spending power to indulge my personality as a spendthrift :p hahahahahah .. I know it’s a pretty wrong plan but this is who I am. Nothing can really thwart me from loving shopping and you know what, sometimes I really got berserk when I can’t do that.
biibuu ♥
But don’t really get to spend a lot or else, I think I’ll starve to death by 10th next month before I get my salary. I’ve got a lil tight on my allowance this month as I don’t have any extras but hopefully, I can cope with it. Next month is gonna be a tough month too as I planned to lengthen my stay for my intern period for another week which means I’ll be back for good ( just for a year ) next year and come back right after I graduate :)
I’ve my planned my stay here , all I want is earn more money to increase my spending power to indulge my personality as a spendthrift :p hahahahahah .. I know it’s a pretty wrong plan but this is who I am. Nothing can really thwart me from loving shopping and you know what, sometimes I really got berserk when I can’t do that.
biibuu ♥
November 08, 2010
After rehab for 2 months ..
I finally had some damaging stuff back into my tummy again. Spent Friday night with the besties and a so called “ bro “ at Starbucks and later on to Shahrich’s new pub, Brugge. Well, the outlook and the ambience of the pub is not bad actually but the people who visited … uhmmm .. all I can say is .. this is Seremban. Tried consoling a lil girl who refrains to talk face to face with her ex-boyfriend that somehow makes our group a lil estranged, find her kinda naïve but I’ve been there once at her age but I knew this lil girl will act differently as time passes. We all know (:
But for us, the slightly grow up kids – I’m not sure if he knows what I want, but I knew what both of us want in common, but more , he don’t really know what I want because neither do I knew exactly what my feel denotes. Sometimes, it’s the mindset that tricks us. You’ve actually don’t love that person as much you used to do but just because you thought you were so you still have him in your mind and you didn’t even get to realized that there’s someone by your side when you’re upset but somehow this someone maybe not be the right person too. Guess we shall not complicate stuffs as we’re still too good to be friends, I would love to have you around always.
Before club, accompany the buddies to a new café at Kota Damansara. The place has a not-bad ambience too with not-bad food and …. the part time singer of the café there is so damn cute ! Well, was too passionate listening to his songs until I didn’t realized that I had to capture some pics ! Went clubbing right after and yours truly was ffk-ed at first but in the end, plans still goes on but only with different people and different place. Was not in the mood at first but after a few drinks, here comes the “we have to move it , move it ! “After 2 months not stepping in the club, I got totally wasted that night once I stop dancing and slept throughout the night , puked , and continue sleeping until I reach home but still a fun night though. After that night, guess it’s time to rehab again.
Toodles !
biibuu ♥
But for us, the slightly grow up kids – I’m not sure if he knows what I want, but I knew what both of us want in common, but more , he don’t really know what I want because neither do I knew exactly what my feel denotes. Sometimes, it’s the mindset that tricks us. You’ve actually don’t love that person as much you used to do but just because you thought you were so you still have him in your mind and you didn’t even get to realized that there’s someone by your side when you’re upset but somehow this someone maybe not be the right person too. Guess we shall not complicate stuffs as we’re still too good to be friends, I would love to have you around always.
Before club, accompany the buddies to a new café at Kota Damansara. The place has a not-bad ambience too with not-bad food and …. the part time singer of the café there is so damn cute ! Well, was too passionate listening to his songs until I didn’t realized that I had to capture some pics ! Went clubbing right after and yours truly was ffk-ed at first but in the end, plans still goes on but only with different people and different place. Was not in the mood at first but after a few drinks, here comes the “we have to move it , move it ! “After 2 months not stepping in the club, I got totally wasted that night once I stop dancing and slept throughout the night , puked , and continue sleeping until I reach home but still a fun night though. After that night, guess it’s time to rehab again.
Toodles !
biibuu ♥
November 01, 2010
I just wanna be treated normally
Here comes the ninth week of internship :D
Everything has been going smoothly, colleagues are nice, working atmosphere is good and supervisors and bosses are friendly. The best thing of all, the finance people loves to eat so we’ve a corner that looks like provision shop that full with food and snacks which is FOC
Although not many people from other departments knew who I was but my supervisor knows. I just wished I’ll be treated equally. During my intern, I’m doing what should I do, so I don’t need any special break. I would prefer him to voice out my mistakes. After all, the more he pinpoint my mistakes, then the more I realized and the less likely that I’ll come up with the new ones ;)
Thank you anyway ! Feel so grateful ...
biibuu ♥
Everything has been going smoothly, colleagues are nice, working atmosphere is good and supervisors and bosses are friendly. The best thing of all, the finance people loves to eat so we’ve a corner that looks like provision shop that full with food and snacks which is FOC
Although not many people from other departments knew who I was but my supervisor knows. I just wished I’ll be treated equally. During my intern, I’m doing what should I do, so I don’t need any special break. I would prefer him to voice out my mistakes. After all, the more he pinpoint my mistakes, then the more I realized and the less likely that I’ll come up with the new ones ;)
Thank you anyway ! Feel so grateful ...
biibuu ♥
October 30, 2010
On my birthday ..
Everybody asked me on my birthday " How are you going to celebrate tonight ? " , " So what's the plan tonight ? " , Where are you heading for big feast ? "
But my answer is just " HOME " and people think it’s a lil impractical. Well , it’s no biggies kay … and I don’t think it’s pathetic to celebrate it at home. Birthday has been nothing to me since last few years but somehow, in my perception, the best birthday is when you can celebrate with someone who is really close to you. For few years consecutively, mum has not celebrated my birthday with me because she’d been traveling on my birthday but this year, I’m the one who’s not around but still I received her greetings and also from most of my friends through facebook , texts and calls. I can feel the warmth :D
Sometimes, memories are good. I recalled my birthday last year, it was indeed a good birthday for me and I’ve stored it as one of the best moments in my life but we can’t turn back time and shall not look backward. Those are memories, something for you to keep in mind but not to be sad when thinking of :)
This year’s birthday is great too ! I’ve a bunch of colleagues trying to surprise me but I’m smart enough to know it’s a surprise and also two girlfriends celebrated for me at home. I don’t really fancy sweet stuffs but I saw the effort. Thanks for the truffles and raspberry cake. Thanks peeps for making it happen.
I’ve make a wish but not revealing it. Call me a superstitious freak but I still believe when wishes are revealed, it will somehow do not come true ;9
biibuu ♥
But my answer is just " HOME " and people think it’s a lil impractical. Well , it’s no biggies kay … and I don’t think it’s pathetic to celebrate it at home. Birthday has been nothing to me since last few years but somehow, in my perception, the best birthday is when you can celebrate with someone who is really close to you. For few years consecutively, mum has not celebrated my birthday with me because she’d been traveling on my birthday but this year, I’m the one who’s not around but still I received her greetings and also from most of my friends through facebook , texts and calls. I can feel the warmth :D
Sometimes, memories are good. I recalled my birthday last year, it was indeed a good birthday for me and I’ve stored it as one of the best moments in my life but we can’t turn back time and shall not look backward. Those are memories, something for you to keep in mind but not to be sad when thinking of :)
This year’s birthday is great too ! I’ve a bunch of colleagues trying to surprise me but I’m smart enough to know it’s a surprise and also two girlfriends celebrated for me at home. I don’t really fancy sweet stuffs but I saw the effort. Thanks for the truffles and raspberry cake. Thanks peeps for making it happen.
I’ve make a wish but not revealing it. Call me a superstitious freak but I still believe when wishes are revealed, it will somehow do not come true ;9
biibuu ♥
October 27, 2010
Something that I've missed
I realized I like things to be done fast, maybe because I prefer efficiency. I used to rush my work as if it’s meeting it’s deadline, used to walk very fast, even if I’m not in a rush but this morning, as I went out after the rain stops, the ground is so wet that I can’t get to move fast, I walk slowly and I realized the sky is so blue and I guess this is what I missed every morning. It’s so refreshing walking all the way to the MRT and I heart the morning. If the sky allows me, guess I’ll be going to jog with the girls on weekends as it’s not hazy anymore.
As usual, I’ve been dealing with lotsa CAFs, BAs and AFs and I spend every hour in the office working and it actually fill up my day although sometimes it tires me at the end of the day, I still feel satisfy. I’ve somehow forgotten until my colleague reminds me that it’s my birthday tomorrow. Well well .. it’s my twenty-second tomorrow.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
I’m going to revised my wishlist again ;)
biibuu ♥
As usual, I’ve been dealing with lotsa CAFs, BAs and AFs and I spend every hour in the office working and it actually fill up my day although sometimes it tires me at the end of the day, I still feel satisfy. I’ve somehow forgotten until my colleague reminds me that it’s my birthday tomorrow. Well well .. it’s my twenty-second tomorrow.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
I’m going to revised my wishlist again ;)
biibuu ♥
October 21, 2010
I was a lil slow
Ever wonder how's the feeling of being assaulted eespecially by someone who used to be very close to you? To me, it’s like fcking mixed up but one thing that I force myself to keep in mind is I've to be impartial with whatever that person says is true or bogus. Just go ahead judge whatever shits you want.
I’m being myself, looking ahead, trying to notice my dreadful traits and ditch them. I’ve see a short path of my way and still looking for a better way. Regardless of what life throws on my way, a positive outlook on life will get definitely gets me further.
I’ve really moved on because I can’t be staying there, yearning for something that is impracticable to happen. I hate disappointments and you do it the best but thanks anyway.
biibuu ♥
I’m being myself, looking ahead, trying to notice my dreadful traits and ditch them. I’ve see a short path of my way and still looking for a better way. Regardless of what life throws on my way, a positive outlook on life will get definitely gets me further.
I’ve really moved on because I can’t be staying there, yearning for something that is impracticable to happen. I hate disappointments and you do it the best but thanks anyway.
biibuu ♥
October 19, 2010
I've received my pay !
It was like ... FINALLY ... phewwww !
Although it's just a few hundred dollars but that's what I earned on my own ... but fortunately still get some sponsor from someone. Thanks for fulfilling my needs and the good food that you’ve spent me :D Wondering how could I survive without those extras?
Has been very busy lately. My life now is about BA, CAF and WO. Although they're sort of troublesome, but I've fall in love doing it. At least, I’ve something to do to keep me from doing nothing or else I’ll be playing Sudoku or reading that somehow makes me sleepy.
I miss doing Yoga but I can’t make it because classes here clashes with my working time. Because of having too many good food, I’ve really put on kilos. It’s time to reduce but but but but I'll be getting another treat of Japanese buffet soon ... ahhhhhh … fck the diet plan , let’s eat :D
biibuu ♥
Although it's just a few hundred dollars but that's what I earned on my own ... but fortunately still get some sponsor from someone. Thanks for fulfilling my needs and the good food that you’ve spent me :D Wondering how could I survive without those extras?
Has been very busy lately. My life now is about BA, CAF and WO. Although they're sort of troublesome, but I've fall in love doing it. At least, I’ve something to do to keep me from doing nothing or else I’ll be playing Sudoku or reading that somehow makes me sleepy.
I miss doing Yoga but I can’t make it because classes here clashes with my working time. Because of having too many good food, I’ve really put on kilos. It’s time to reduce but but but but I'll be getting another treat of Japanese buffet soon ... ahhhhhh … fck the diet plan , let’s eat :D
biibuu ♥
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