Disputed ? Kinda .

This blog may sounds a lil controversial but I just feel a lil exasperated but not agitated though.

Maybe some people like to share but some people who ironically wanted to share but in fact, they want to brag off perhaps - to seek attention.

So as to defeat this kind of people, all you need is be who they are. Theoretically, when they brag, you brag too but of course something practical or maybe argue back with something that makes sense. I’ve bump into some of these people.

1. A friend of my mum used to brag about how rich he was has just go through a divorce 2 – 3 years back and he hardly does shopping with her teenage daughter. When he came to my aunt’s place for breakfast one morning, he mentioned bout bringing her for groceries shopping and spent more than RM300 and just a shampoo for her daughter itself is RM30. He kept mentioning bout it as if he wanted to discipline her daughter not to spend much but because of love and affection and also of his richness, he said let me do the teachings. I replied “ Sorry, I can’t help. My shampoo costs me more than RM100“ and that shuts him up right away.

2. As you guys know, guys hardly shop but girls usually and of course we knew where to get the great deals. This fella knew the cheapest place to bring his gf is that famous spot so he brought her there. When he comes back and let us know that he’ve spent around 700-800bucks on that particular day at the plaza with his gf plus meals and he’s like so proud of spending more than 1k in a few days time. When I can’t stand any longer bout his bragging, all I said was “ OWHHHHH .. still ok lah .. I can spend 3k plus in ONE DAY – shopping ALONE but bought some stuff for my ex but you know, girls love to shop. “ He just opened his eyes widely, don’t know what to say and few moments later he said “ Yeah, that’s true and you’re rich. “ Sorry bahhh , didn’t mean to LC him but the way he boast make me feel so irritated.

3. This friend who used to say that he hardly got drunk and girls can be a pretty lousy drinker but this kind of statement are usually not proved theoretically but practically. When he heard from somewhere that I’m a heavy drinker ( WHICH I’M NOT !) and wanted to challenge me but of course I knew I’m not one so I didn’t really accept his brainless challenge. There’s one night that we had a drinking session in the club. He came to me and asked me to bottom’s up for like few glasses of kao kao liquor but after an hour, he’ve gone missing and someone found him sitting at the corner, asleep. Don’t get drunk ? In his dreams perhaps … all I did was tease him the next time I saw him. DUMB ASS.

Owhhh .. am I complaining too much in this blog ? I guess yes .. heh .. People … WAKE UP ! Brag bout something that's true !

biibuu ♥

Another week in Singapore

Hey ... it's my second week here already !

Have make myself adapted to this new environment.. In fact, it's not that bad but not as ideal as i thought as well.

Not sure if I really lead a healthy life, bedtime before 12am, sometimes 11pm and get up early in the morning at 6.30am to get ready to work. It’s been 2 week since I last had alcohol and ciggies and I’m sure my body has clean-up all this detrimental stuffs.

I was dispensed to a few departments in the company. My latest position was receptionist to replace Tiffany who’s on leave for a week. Pretty nervous for the first time because there are lots of people that I don’t really know as I’ve to put them through people who call in as well as attending to the guest’s needs.

Wondering is it right for them to put me in the Finance department as I’m not that interested in working with numbers but I can’t make any decision to which I shall place though …
Still bracing myself for the third week of internship.

TOODLES ! :)

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A new step :)

Has finally started a different life abroad or should I say it’s not different but another stage of life – which is working. Although it’s just next to Malaysia and few hours from home, life is totally poles apart. Dealing with new people, facing new challenges, living in a different environment and control my own expenses. Everything that happens here are new challenges to me.

Only a few days here is enough for me to realize that I’m a partially-spoilt brat. My folks don’t really indulge me but I get most of the things I want and they’re pretty supportive but only sometimes and for some specific occasions.
I’m a shy person but am not once I got myself exposed but don’t really get along with my Singaporeans colleagues at the mean time. Maybe they don’t find anything in common to talk to me but … maybe it really needs time.

I’m longing to get home. I miss mummy, home and everyone at home dearly. Not forgetting my dearies besties too. Miss the days we used to hang out, get drunk and stuffs I used to do when I’m tipsy but I’ll not get drunk at the mean time because there’s no kaki here but Pei will be here soon, hopefully, what we had is just tea because it’s time for rehab, yours truthfully.

One thing I find myself absolutely negative about is my cravings. Although I just earned a few hundred bucks here, but all I thought was SHOPPING and getting stuffs home. I’ve so many things on my mind now. Eyed a RED puma bag, a RED heels from C&K and the most expensive of all my cravings, a RED HTC Wildfire ! Goshhhh . it’s damn chio and I find it cool to own it. I don’t crave for it because it’s red but everything I eyed for are mostly RED !

It’s time to go. Sneaked a lil time for surfing since I’ve nothing to do. Not sure if I can really surf during my working hours. Heh.

TODDLES. X . O . X . O !

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Family

No doubt, the most precious thing on earth to me would be my family .

Spoke to my uncle who used to stay in KL and just get to know that he had an eye surgery lately and it was pretty serious but no one told me about it or maybe no one knows bout it. I told him that I'll be leaving to Singapore but just a few words of him , make me feel touched. It's like a patient talking to someone who's healthier than him to be strong.

I miss family gatherings so much. How I wish I could gather them altogether. Hopefully, they'll be in Singapore for my birthday :D

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Feeling weak

Realized I'm not that strong as I thought. By this year itself, I've consulted a few doctors and most of them didn't give me any good feedback.

First, chinese doctor say my lungs doesn't function well. It's too weak and I need to stop taking cold drinks and coconuts.Secondly, blood donation being rejected twice due to lack of zinc and the last one for this month, medical check up came up with my blood pressure is low.

wth. Am I that weak ? What should I do to make myself healthier ?

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I'm on my way

Time flies and it's just few days before i leave home for months soon.

I can feel the heat but still hoping everything goes well in the next 16 weeks. I'm looking forward to see changes in me.

Wish me luck. * fingers crossed *

biibuu ♥

Lack of time

After next week, I've to start a new life in a new place. Although it takes only about 3 to 4 months, the feel is like I'll be leaving for a long long time and never come back and that's why I tried to gather most of them. Perhaps, I'm just too reluctant.

Friends have now become one of the most essential part of my life after someone. They might leave and we'll miss each other but somehow seeing them back can be good. They've been there most of the time although they never knew i could be upset for sometimes, but still having them is enjoyable.

I've used to your absence and I did not think of you as frequent as I used to do. It's not that I love you no more but I just don't want to be sadden for someone who doesn't have me in his heart anymore. Lessons learned, letting go and still improving. I want to be proud of myself and hoping that I'll not repeat the same mistake anymore.

x.o.x.o

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Save

another post bout my saving plans again .. !

but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS ...

not sure if i could make it again but i've been spending and settling parts of the debts .

not sure if i could spend a lumpsum of money for this year end for a crazy shopping spree

* fingers crossed *

biibuu ♥

你不知道的事

the song that you posted on my wall.

i'm not sure if you really mean every single word in this song but i listen to every single words in this song and guess what, i cried - continuously because i repeated this song for hours.

i would prefer to know the fact that you're not loving me anymore. i'm still me. wanted to get things that i think i deserve too. i tried not to fight for but ... in vain.

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Sorry mum

I don’t have the mood to study for my law anymore. I read my notes, trying to get them into my mind, but they’re never there. What can I do? Can I just give up and fail this paper and try it next semester? But I don’t feel like giving up because I think there’s a slight chance for me to pass but it’s too risky. Should I waste my time studying law ?

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Wrong friend

It was you .. YOU asked me to trust you and i trusted you for the sake of our friendship. Never knew that you'll abuse it. You betrayed me.

I took the deal to share the " so-called-loss " with you without suspecting anything. What do you expect more from a friend when she trusted you?

And yet, you accuse and backstab me. Thank you very much man. If not for another friend of mine told me so, I wouldn't knew that you've been so fake for all this while and what you've did has actually make me think that things gone a lil fishy.

You've gone way too over. You'll get what you deserve in return. Just wait and see.

biibuu ♥

Shopping before exam !

Mummy brought me to shopping today. LOVES It’s been awhile since we last shop together in KL and guess what, it's time to refurbish my wardrobe again! Shopping used to be my fave activity and will always be. Nono .. every girls’ fave! Those who takes shopping as pet-peeves does not enjoy life to the maxxxxxx !

Those are my fruits :) … syyyooookkk!


Spot the lil teddy. She’s my new baby. It’s love at the first sight. Too cute for not bringing her home! She’s Gabby. You might think I’m a psycho, but I’ve named her Gabby and seriously, I like her and YES, SHE’s a HER!


Isn’t she cute? * HEARTS *



By the way, exam is just few days away! Sem break is NEXT. Lazy people will only think of holidays instead of those essential dates ahead of holidays and obviously, what I mean was my finals. Better get my ass off to study!

exam, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

Toddles ! opss . Thanks mum ♥ !

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When there's an offer ...

When there's something free for you to grab, will you get it ?

I got an offer, without hinting bout what I want and it's just like a pressie falling from the sky. It's something I want for FOC.

owh .. I'm a lucky lil bitch. Did I just said bitch ? Yeahhh .. guess i'm one :p

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Exam !

Exam is just a week to go. There is still something that I’m not used to but by hook or by crook I should not be reliable on others anymore or even request being voiced out, it is an impossible mission. Wondering why am I being so not hassled and can even party before exam. Slap me please !

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Everything should be in the past

No matter how wonderful or dreadful things has been , i shall discard.

Past will still be the past and no changes can be made. Let them be there.

I'm looking forward. For the next few months, things would be totally different. Stress will not be as simple as those in university but i tell myself i should know how to handle.


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Stress gila !

IF I COULD, I WOULD.

How I wish I could throw all the burdens away. Stuffs are stressing me now and make me suffocate.

Financial . Family . Friends . Personal stuffs . Education . Internship .

Almost every aspects of my life now are displeasing. Tried so hard to try to handle everything at once but my efforts are in vain. It could be me – not doing the best.

Sorry to myself :'(


biibuu ♥

Jin's twenty second

Planned a lil small surprise for her with the gangs ... and we bought her this ...

donashi, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

and look at her touching face . * ngek ngek *

jin, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

HAPPY TWENTY SECOND SWEETHEART !

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ending this post ... with a pic of me

me, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

This is actually taken when i'm procrastinating. too lazy to do my asses ! But thank god it's cleared now.


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I hate my contemp's lecturer !

Has been very busy with the asses lately. Contemp’s lecturer sucks to the max, he always force us to finish up his ass within a week or two. wth. Even if yours is a full coursework subject, it doesn’t mean that we can finish all stuffs in a short period of time without you are being such a moron, not being tolerant and understanding that we still have asses from other subjects ! Ewww .. I’m so gonna pass this subject and never wanted to see you and listening to your craps in the class. I SWEAR !

YOU BALIK INDIA LAH ! knn !

biibuu ♥

remedies

Was a lil health conscious for the past few days because the same thing strikes again but this time, it’s even worse. Initially, I though it’ll end like for a 3 - 4 days but somehow, I’m getting a lil worried as it don’t stops so the last step I shall take is consult the doctor.

Thank god, doctor says it’s only a minor prob. It makes me relieve but somehow I still feel uncomfortable with it.

The remedies :

remedies, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

A 5 mins consultation plus this 2 stuffs cost me RM80.

P/s : I found out that the cream is selling just for RM16 that's why doctors earn good money.

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Thanks :)

030720105347, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

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