After next week, I've to start a new life in a new place. Although it takes only about 3 to 4 months, the feel is like I'll be leaving for a long long time and never come back and that's why I tried to gather most of them. Perhaps, I'm just too reluctant.
Friends have now become one of the most essential part of my life after someone. They might leave and we'll miss each other but somehow seeing them back can be good. They've been there most of the time although they never knew i could be upset for sometimes, but still having them is enjoyable.
I've used to your absence and I did not think of you as frequent as I used to do. It's not that I love you no more but I just don't want to be sadden for someone who doesn't have me in his heart anymore. Lessons learned, letting go and still improving. I want to be proud of myself and hoping that I'll not repeat the same mistake anymore.
x.o.x.o
biibuu ♥
August 26, 2010
August 24, 2010
Save
another post bout my saving plans again .. !
but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS ...
not sure if i could make it again but i've been spending and settling parts of the debts .
not sure if i could spend a lumpsum of money for this year end for a crazy shopping spree
* fingers crossed *
biibuu ♥
but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS ...
not sure if i could make it again but i've been spending and settling parts of the debts .
not sure if i could spend a lumpsum of money for this year end for a crazy shopping spree
* fingers crossed *
biibuu ♥
August 18, 2010
你不知道的事
the song that you posted on my wall.
i'm not sure if you really mean every single word in this song but i listen to every single words in this song and guess what, i cried - continuously because i repeated this song for hours.
i would prefer to know the fact that you're not loving me anymore. i'm still me. wanted to get things that i think i deserve too. i tried not to fight for but ... in vain.
biibuu ♥
i'm not sure if you really mean every single word in this song but i listen to every single words in this song and guess what, i cried - continuously because i repeated this song for hours.
i would prefer to know the fact that you're not loving me anymore. i'm still me. wanted to get things that i think i deserve too. i tried not to fight for but ... in vain.
biibuu ♥
August 13, 2010
Sorry mum
I don’t have the mood to study for my law anymore. I read my notes, trying to get them into my mind, but they’re never there. What can I do? Can I just give up and fail this paper and try it next semester? But I don’t feel like giving up because I think there’s a slight chance for me to pass but it’s too risky. Should I waste my time studying law ?
biibuu ♥
biibuu ♥
August 11, 2010
Wrong friend
It was you .. YOU asked me to trust you and i trusted you for the sake of our friendship. Never knew that you'll abuse it. You betrayed me.
I took the deal to share the " so-called-loss " with you without suspecting anything. What do you expect more from a friend when she trusted you?
And yet, you accuse and backstab me. Thank you very much man. If not for another friend of mine told me so, I wouldn't knew that you've been so fake for all this while and what you've did has actually make me think that things gone a lil fishy.
You've gone way too over. You'll get what you deserve in return. Just wait and see.
biibuu ♥
I took the deal to share the " so-called-loss " with you without suspecting anything. What do you expect more from a friend when she trusted you?
And yet, you accuse and backstab me. Thank you very much man. If not for another friend of mine told me so, I wouldn't knew that you've been so fake for all this while and what you've did has actually make me think that things gone a lil fishy.
You've gone way too over. You'll get what you deserve in return. Just wait and see.
biibuu ♥
August 10, 2010
Shopping before exam !
Mummy brought me to shopping today. LOVES It’s been awhile since we last shop together in KL and guess what, it's time to refurbish my wardrobe again! Shopping used to be my fave activity and will always be. Nono .. every girls’ fave! Those who takes shopping as pet-peeves does not enjoy life to the maxxxxxx !
Those are my fruits :) … syyyooookkk!
Spot the lil teddy. She’s my new baby. It’s love at the first sight. Too cute for not bringing her home! She’s Gabby. You might think I’m a psycho, but I’ve named her Gabby and seriously, I like her and YES, SHE’s a HER!
Isn’t she cute? * HEARTS *
By the way, exam is just few days away! Sem break is NEXT. Lazy people will only think of holidays instead of those essential dates ahead of holidays and obviously, what I mean was my finals. Better get my ass off to study!
Toddles ! opss . Thanks mum ♥ !
biibuu ♥
Those are my fruits :) … syyyooookkk!
Spot the lil teddy. She’s my new baby. It’s love at the first sight. Too cute for not bringing her home! She’s Gabby. You might think I’m a psycho, but I’ve named her Gabby and seriously, I like her and YES, SHE’s a HER!
Isn’t she cute? * HEARTS *
By the way, exam is just few days away! Sem break is NEXT. Lazy people will only think of holidays instead of those essential dates ahead of holidays and obviously, what I mean was my finals. Better get my ass off to study!
Toddles ! opss . Thanks mum ♥ !
biibuu ♥
August 09, 2010
When there's an offer ...
When there's something free for you to grab, will you get it ?
I got an offer, without hinting bout what I want and it's just like a pressie falling from the sky. It's something I want for FOC.
owh .. I'm a lucky lil bitch. Did I just said bitch ? Yeahhh .. guess i'm one :p
biibuu ♥
I got an offer, without hinting bout what I want and it's just like a pressie falling from the sky. It's something I want for FOC.
owh .. I'm a lucky lil bitch. Did I just said bitch ? Yeahhh .. guess i'm one :p
biibuu ♥
August 06, 2010
Exam !
Exam is just a week to go. There is still something that I’m not used to but by hook or by crook I should not be reliable on others anymore or even request being voiced out, it is an impossible mission. Wondering why am I being so not hassled and can even party before exam. Slap me please !
biibuu ♥
biibuu ♥
August 03, 2010
Everything should be in the past
No matter how wonderful or dreadful things has been , i shall discard.
Past will still be the past and no changes can be made. Let them be there.
I'm looking forward. For the next few months, things would be totally different. Stress will not be as simple as those in university but i tell myself i should know how to handle.
biibuu ♥
Past will still be the past and no changes can be made. Let them be there.
I'm looking forward. For the next few months, things would be totally different. Stress will not be as simple as those in university but i tell myself i should know how to handle.
biibuu ♥
July 30, 2010
Stress gila !
IF I COULD, I WOULD.
How I wish I could throw all the burdens away. Stuffs are stressing me now and make me suffocate.
Financial . Family . Friends . Personal stuffs . Education . Internship .
Almost every aspects of my life now are displeasing. Tried so hard to try to handle everything at once but my efforts are in vain. It could be me – not doing the best.
Sorry to myself :'(
biibuu ♥
How I wish I could throw all the burdens away. Stuffs are stressing me now and make me suffocate.
Financial . Family . Friends . Personal stuffs . Education . Internship .
Almost every aspects of my life now are displeasing. Tried so hard to try to handle everything at once but my efforts are in vain. It could be me – not doing the best.
Sorry to myself :'(
biibuu ♥
July 28, 2010
Jin's twenty second
Planned a lil small surprise for her with the gangs ... and we bought her this ...
and look at her touching face . * ngek ngek *
HAPPY TWENTY SECOND SWEETHEART !
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ending this post ... with a pic of me
This is actually taken when i'm procrastinating. too lazy to do my asses ! But thank god it's cleared now.
biibuu ♥
July 20, 2010
I hate my contemp's lecturer !
Has been very busy with the asses lately. Contemp’s lecturer sucks to the max, he always force us to finish up his ass within a week or two. wth. Even if yours is a full coursework subject, it doesn’t mean that we can finish all stuffs in a short period of time without you are being such a moron, not being tolerant and understanding that we still have asses from other subjects ! Ewww .. I’m so gonna pass this subject and never wanted to see you and listening to your craps in the class. I SWEAR !
YOU BALIK INDIA LAH ! knn !
biibuu ♥
YOU BALIK INDIA LAH ! knn !
biibuu ♥
July 12, 2010
remedies
Was a lil health conscious for the past few days because the same thing strikes again but this time, it’s even worse. Initially, I though it’ll end like for a 3 - 4 days but somehow, I’m getting a lil worried as it don’t stops so the last step I shall take is consult the doctor.
Thank god, doctor says it’s only a minor prob. It makes me relieve but somehow I still feel uncomfortable with it.
The remedies :
Thank god, doctor says it’s only a minor prob. It makes me relieve but somehow I still feel uncomfortable with it.
The remedies :
A 5 mins consultation plus this 2 stuffs cost me RM80.
P/s : I found out that the cream is selling just for RM16 that's why doctors earn good money.
biibuu ♥
July 07, 2010
July 06, 2010
Words for you
Until this very moment, I can still feel extremely creep out with what you've done. It may be a small matter to you but to me, it really bothers me a lot. Initially, I thought you were back for good, but in less than 2 weeks, you left without bidding.
I felt dim-witted, thought that text was a joke, hoping when I ‘m home, I’ll still see you around. When I step in the house, I saw your shoes, smiling to myself thinking, “This fella is trying to be funny” but as I step in further, I knew you were really gone.
You’ll never know how it feels and bet you’ll never wanna try. It’s too pricky and I just broke down. I’ve forgotten .. that’s you. You were the one who like to leave things undone and incomplete. That’s you. I’ve tried so hard helping us clarifying stuffs between us but you still can’t see that I’m putting effort or maybe you did, but you did not wanna cooperate. Guess that was the answer that you gave me from the very first and what you said is true, i'm always lebih.
Maybe we’ve used to look for each other, even I’ve that habit of telling you every single things even if it’s something minor but choosing not to talk to each other for some times, is to let both of us in adapting life without each other. Guess we don't need each other that really much or I was the one who need you and I knew you might feel annoyed. I’m letting you down to free you.
It will be a better way for you and me and guess the best would be me. I don’t wanna feel sad seeing you not getting rid of your drastic habits. I don’t want myself to be upset in seeing you screwing up your own life.
Friends are who we are now. I knew you’ll respect whatever my decision would be because you’ve no intentions to bring us back. After so long, it was really my problem for not knowing what you really want and now, I got the answer. From now on, I shall say, I’m respecting you as well.
Thank you for being so tolerating. I knew it's not easy to handle me. Guess looking for a new gf will not be an issue to you but remember to look for someone who's not a control freak or else it'll be a disaster to you like what i did to you.
Live well, take care and all the best.
biibuu ♥
I felt dim-witted, thought that text was a joke, hoping when I ‘m home, I’ll still see you around. When I step in the house, I saw your shoes, smiling to myself thinking, “This fella is trying to be funny” but as I step in further, I knew you were really gone.
You’ll never know how it feels and bet you’ll never wanna try. It’s too pricky and I just broke down. I’ve forgotten .. that’s you. You were the one who like to leave things undone and incomplete. That’s you. I’ve tried so hard helping us clarifying stuffs between us but you still can’t see that I’m putting effort or maybe you did, but you did not wanna cooperate. Guess that was the answer that you gave me from the very first and what you said is true, i'm always lebih.
Maybe we’ve used to look for each other, even I’ve that habit of telling you every single things even if it’s something minor but choosing not to talk to each other for some times, is to let both of us in adapting life without each other. Guess we don't need each other that really much or I was the one who need you and I knew you might feel annoyed. I’m letting you down to free you.
It will be a better way for you and me and guess the best would be me. I don’t wanna feel sad seeing you not getting rid of your drastic habits. I don’t want myself to be upset in seeing you screwing up your own life.
Friends are who we are now. I knew you’ll respect whatever my decision would be because you’ve no intentions to bring us back. After so long, it was really my problem for not knowing what you really want and now, I got the answer. From now on, I shall say, I’m respecting you as well.
Thank you for being so tolerating. I knew it's not easy to handle me. Guess looking for a new gf will not be an issue to you but remember to look for someone who's not a control freak or else it'll be a disaster to you like what i did to you.
Live well, take care and all the best.
biibuu ♥
July 01, 2010
Here comes 1st of July.
Should be doing a review for the past half year of 2010.
Let's see .. what have i done so far ? hmmm :/ Guess there's nothing special since I did not do any contributions :9
Will be traveling to Singapore for the forth time this year and this time is, the main purpose is to attend Aunty Alice's daughter's engagement. Not sure if I'll have time to do some shopping but guess my folks will be going to Sentosa again ...
Why everything must come in one ? Test on next Monday and Tuesday, interviews and o night comes on the same day . How should i cope with them ? BLESS ME .
The procrastinate queen is back. Thank god there's no much asses to be done but seems like I did not keep my own promises to improve my grades ! I've been skipping classes and guess there'll be warning letters coming to me soon. Hope mum has not found out yet until I'm home. Keep my fingers crossed, shall do revision after next week.
Oh yeah .. should I do internship or postponed it after I've finished my syllabus ? goshhh .. it's a dilemma. Someone, please advice.
biibuu ♥
Let's see .. what have i done so far ? hmmm :/ Guess there's nothing special since I did not do any contributions :9
Will be traveling to Singapore for the forth time this year and this time is, the main purpose is to attend Aunty Alice's daughter's engagement. Not sure if I'll have time to do some shopping but guess my folks will be going to Sentosa again ...
Why everything must come in one ? Test on next Monday and Tuesday, interviews and o night comes on the same day . How should i cope with them ? BLESS ME .
The procrastinate queen is back. Thank god there's no much asses to be done but seems like I did not keep my own promises to improve my grades ! I've been skipping classes and guess there'll be warning letters coming to me soon. Hope mum has not found out yet until I'm home. Keep my fingers crossed, shall do revision after next week.
Oh yeah .. should I do internship or postponed it after I've finished my syllabus ? goshhh .. it's a dilemma. Someone, please advice.
biibuu ♥
June 20, 2010
Where's the courtesy ?
Heard an accident happens in front of my place, rushed out and saw a motorcyclist being knock down by a Citra. Guess the Citra driver is afraid and he fled after 10 seconds leaving the poor motorcyclist on the spot.
Would like to say, hey people, where's your courtesy ? How can you be that irresponsible for mistakes you've done. You've never think how bad the consequences could be when you abandon your responsibilities and you might be punished with something that is even worse.
Have a " good " life, people. You won't be able to go any further because there will be witness who remembers your car number.
biibuu♥
Would like to say, hey people, where's your courtesy ? How can you be that irresponsible for mistakes you've done. You've never think how bad the consequences could be when you abandon your responsibilities and you might be punished with something that is even worse.
Have a " good " life, people. You won't be able to go any further because there will be witness who remembers your car number.
biibuu♥
June 15, 2010
June 13, 2010
I apology
i realized i've changed. i do not hope this to happens but i started to despise.
i do not wanna be that bias but please don't try to put the educated and non-educated together. i don't mean couples, but it's the point of view and things they do including things they know. they're different.
i don't like to be compared with the non-educated. besides having the same gender and age, we're still different because everyone is born unique. i will respect you not with the wealth you have but for the knowledge you have and only listen to the rights.
i had this kind of feelings when something really bad happens to me and it grows fonder each day. can you see the changes in me? judge me. i'll still live my way and you can even hate me for that, because that's me, i ain't gonna change for you but would be glad if you stay further.
biibuu ♥
i do not wanna be that bias but please don't try to put the educated and non-educated together. i don't mean couples, but it's the point of view and things they do including things they know. they're different.
i don't like to be compared with the non-educated. besides having the same gender and age, we're still different because everyone is born unique. i will respect you not with the wealth you have but for the knowledge you have and only listen to the rights.
i had this kind of feelings when something really bad happens to me and it grows fonder each day. can you see the changes in me? judge me. i'll still live my way and you can even hate me for that, because that's me, i ain't gonna change for you but would be glad if you stay further.
biibuu ♥
June 12, 2010
Please stop twisting
Gastric strikes me and it's like twisting and turning inside which makes me don't feel well and comfy. Guess i need to consult the doctor asap :(
biibuu ♥
biibuu ♥
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