People always say

treat others the way you wanna be treated and people will treat you the way you wanted to ...

But somehow, this isn't true because not everyone wanna be treated the way you wanted to be treated.

biibuu ♥

Instead of blaming why people don't understand ... I guess I should ask why I don't understand as well.

In fact, it's not that I don't wanna empathize but that person don't allow me to put myself into their shoes .. so .. what should I do ?

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It's sort of stupid

after realizing what's eventually better.

WONDERING HOW STUPID I AM .. damn ..

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papaya milk

i miss papaya milk :(

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Life's too short to wake up in the morning for regrets

Love people who treat you right,
Pray for those who don't.

Life is 10% on how you make it and 90% on how you take it.

biibuu ♥

Need you now ( Lady Antebellum )

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

I'll be gaining weight

because i found this in my refrigerator ..

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I'm missing someone

He used to love me so much before ... but where is him now ?

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I just do what I want

Life is beautiful *

* Terms and conditions apply !

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Contradiction

I'm doing things that I dislike to do but I'm still doing it ... I felt a lil stressful and annoyed. My heartaches like shit . I doesn't wanna sit beside you accompanying you doing things I dislike you to do but I followed you here to see you doing it.

I can never understand. Is it the only way that can make you happy ? When am I going to see changes in you ? I guess it might never happen until the last day I ever talk to you ... but I'm still hoping miracle does happens. Love

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I don't know

I don't know .. don't feel like knowing .. don't wanna know .. hate to know ..

It's all about the abhorrence, despise, hatred .

I've got myself too much to doubt. It's a torture. Everything was a mistake.

Shall not bother, shall not fcking care.

FULLSTOP. Toddles !

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Guys

Looking back on my Facebook’s profile and walls, I’ve stated there, I’m a female, my profile pic shows that I have long straight hair, I wear dresses and skirts and in fact I am a LADY but ironically I’m a guy good friend to my good guy friends.

I eventually realized that I’m too comfy with being a “guy “ with them and I guess they’re happy being around me too without any needs to not be themselves. You know there are some guys that used to be attention seeker among girls. Those are the sickening ones. They’ll boast on how great they are which makes them pissed me off.

Pros - although they treated me as guy, we’re buddies and we’ll not break up, divorce plus I got pampered and protected like a girl among them. They even teach me or let me know what most of the guys think and do and tell me to be more alert with guys. Boyfriends usually don’t do this kind of stuffs kayyyy . They’ll only show you the girlfriends, the best in him. Same like girlfriends did that to their boyfriends too but me, sorry, I’m not good in acting ;)

Cons –always got misunderstand by people I’ve different boyfriends. Maybe I get too well along with few of my buddies and sometimes we used to come out only in 2 or sometimes we took pics in an extraordinary pose, people might think I’ve different partners. DAMN. I’m loyal kayyyy !

Anyway, I’ll ignore what other people say bout me but I do care people that means to me misunderstands me. I rather they argue with me to ask for clarification other than sitting there quietly, keeping stuffs in their mind not telling me and hatred grows for the wrong thing. I ain’t emphasizing on anyone but to everyone, and you know you are not excluded.


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The new sem's revolution.

And so I'm done with my enrollment. Let's see what's up for next semester.
3 core subjects and 1 soft skill. My timetable is pretty blank and like what Mr.Mani said, I’ll be relax as usual ;)

But what annoys me the most is LAW subject. Although it's just the foundation of business law but I feel slightly terrified because my coursemates used to grumble and assert that it’s a killer subject. DAMN. I hope it’s not for me.

Back to the main issue, this sem will not be as stressful as the previous sem so what I should do is get asses done well, mid term doing good and study hard for only 2 subjects so I shall not fail any papers this sem and on top of that, shall got really good grades for 3 papers. Bless me. I shall help myself and get my CGPA improved.

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I didn't want to but I did it in the end

Felt a lil emo just now and it don't really feels good. It was kinda pricky and it strikes my heart.

I knew it's just left a little ... and i shall cherish. Wish that I'm not doing the wrong thing.

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Guess i need some time for rehabilitation.

I've gone overboard last night. It was Johnson's birthday, but seems like it's mine more than his because everyone came to me and said " DRINK DRINK , HALF HALF , BOTTOM'S UP ! " and the liquor were all served KNEADLY without mixer. You guys treat me as if I'm damn good in drinking.Oh pleaseeeeeee ,I told you guys from the very first, I'm a lousy drinker. Please don't make fun of me.


I need to move around or else sitting there makes me feel too nauseous. I don't really remember what happened in the few hours. All I remember was few guys spoken to me,I've been to the dance floor for a few times dragging anonymous girls to the dance floor, danced with them on top of the stage and get to knew some, exchanged our numbers and emails as well and even tried to puke but the toilet is too ... eww ... disgusting, makes me don't feel like puking !


Heard a bad news of my bra, he's quite pity but he tried being optimistic. I trusted him to be one.


Everyone has a sad story, but tried making it as a memorable one, in a positive way for of course.

biibuu ♥

Feeling lazy to ...

* iron

* pack

* drive

* watch

* investigate

* argue

* care

* entertain

* call

* talk

* charge

* see

* move

* realize

* type

- THE END -

biibuu ♥

Manchester United !

Just found out PBB is offering Manchester United's debit and credit card !

Gawddddddddddd ... I can't help but apply for one IMMEDIATELY but I need to wait for at least 2 weeks to get it. ewww ~

I can't wait to swipe it during my shopping days ... ! It'll be definitely cool and chio ! Wheeeeeeeeeee !

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Last paper !

Oh yeahhhhh , it's the last paper tomorrow but I'mma not in the mood of studying. Might be staying up till tomorrow until the exam starts. Had a lil alcohol just now, makes me feel like sleeping but I knew, when i fall on my bed, I'll never wanna get up :9

VENI VIDI VICI !

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Gimme some motivation please ...

I need to study study study lahhhhhhhh !

Why the hell am I not in the mood of studying . God damn it !

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Even if you've won

It's a " so what !?! " to me ...

You can feel glad and happy for those that you've won .. but who's going to mourn for those you've lost ? You feel nothing because you think it's worth losing because all you got back in return is your satisfaction.

But have you ever think that people who loves you never want you to get involve in all this? Do you know every time when you promise not to do it but in the end, you still broke your own promise, you'll break people's heart into pieces. STOP YOUR NARCISSISM please !

It's none of my business but I do feel so sorry for you. You're not guilty for what you've done. Trust me, if you are not going to dump all those bad habits away, you'll not go any further in your life. I'm not cursing you, but how much can you lose out of your whole life?

biibuu ♥