Lack of time

After next week, I've to start a new life in a new place. Although it takes only about 3 to 4 months, the feel is like I'll be leaving for a long long time and never come back and that's why I tried to gather most of them. Perhaps, I'm just too reluctant.

Friends have now become one of the most essential part of my life after someone. They might leave and we'll miss each other but somehow seeing them back can be good. They've been there most of the time although they never knew i could be upset for sometimes, but still having them is enjoyable.

I've used to your absence and I did not think of you as frequent as I used to do. It's not that I love you no more but I just don't want to be sadden for someone who doesn't have me in his heart anymore. Lessons learned, letting go and still improving. I want to be proud of myself and hoping that I'll not repeat the same mistake anymore.

x.o.x.o

biibuu ♥

Save

another post bout my saving plans again .. !

but ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS ...

not sure if i could make it again but i've been spending and settling parts of the debts .

not sure if i could spend a lumpsum of money for this year end for a crazy shopping spree

* fingers crossed *

biibuu ♥

你不知道的事

the song that you posted on my wall.

i'm not sure if you really mean every single word in this song but i listen to every single words in this song and guess what, i cried - continuously because i repeated this song for hours.

i would prefer to know the fact that you're not loving me anymore. i'm still me. wanted to get things that i think i deserve too. i tried not to fight for but ... in vain.

biibuu ♥

Sorry mum

I don’t have the mood to study for my law anymore. I read my notes, trying to get them into my mind, but they’re never there. What can I do? Can I just give up and fail this paper and try it next semester? But I don’t feel like giving up because I think there’s a slight chance for me to pass but it’s too risky. Should I waste my time studying law ?

biibuu ♥

Wrong friend

It was you .. YOU asked me to trust you and i trusted you for the sake of our friendship. Never knew that you'll abuse it. You betrayed me.

I took the deal to share the " so-called-loss " with you without suspecting anything. What do you expect more from a friend when she trusted you?

And yet, you accuse and backstab me. Thank you very much man. If not for another friend of mine told me so, I wouldn't knew that you've been so fake for all this while and what you've did has actually make me think that things gone a lil fishy.

You've gone way too over. You'll get what you deserve in return. Just wait and see.

biibuu ♥

Shopping before exam !

Mummy brought me to shopping today. LOVES It’s been awhile since we last shop together in KL and guess what, it's time to refurbish my wardrobe again! Shopping used to be my fave activity and will always be. Nono .. every girls’ fave! Those who takes shopping as pet-peeves does not enjoy life to the maxxxxxx !

Those are my fruits :) … syyyooookkk!


Spot the lil teddy. She’s my new baby. It’s love at the first sight. Too cute for not bringing her home! She’s Gabby. You might think I’m a psycho, but I’ve named her Gabby and seriously, I like her and YES, SHE’s a HER!


Isn’t she cute? * HEARTS *



By the way, exam is just few days away! Sem break is NEXT. Lazy people will only think of holidays instead of those essential dates ahead of holidays and obviously, what I mean was my finals. Better get my ass off to study!

exam, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

Toddles ! opss . Thanks mum ♥ !

biibuu ♥

When there's an offer ...

When there's something free for you to grab, will you get it ?

I got an offer, without hinting bout what I want and it's just like a pressie falling from the sky. It's something I want for FOC.

owh .. I'm a lucky lil bitch. Did I just said bitch ? Yeahhh .. guess i'm one :p

biibuu ♥

Exam !

Exam is just a week to go. There is still something that I’m not used to but by hook or by crook I should not be reliable on others anymore or even request being voiced out, it is an impossible mission. Wondering why am I being so not hassled and can even party before exam. Slap me please !

biibuu ♥

Everything should be in the past

No matter how wonderful or dreadful things has been , i shall discard.

Past will still be the past and no changes can be made. Let them be there.

I'm looking forward. For the next few months, things would be totally different. Stress will not be as simple as those in university but i tell myself i should know how to handle.


biibuu ♥