Stress gila !

IF I COULD, I WOULD.

How I wish I could throw all the burdens away. Stuffs are stressing me now and make me suffocate.

Financial . Family . Friends . Personal stuffs . Education . Internship .

Almost every aspects of my life now are displeasing. Tried so hard to try to handle everything at once but my efforts are in vain. It could be me – not doing the best.

Sorry to myself :'(


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Jin's twenty second

Planned a lil small surprise for her with the gangs ... and we bought her this ...

donashi, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

and look at her touching face . * ngek ngek *

jin, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

HAPPY TWENTY SECOND SWEETHEART !

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ending this post ... with a pic of me

me, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

This is actually taken when i'm procrastinating. too lazy to do my asses ! But thank god it's cleared now.


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I hate my contemp's lecturer !

Has been very busy with the asses lately. Contemp’s lecturer sucks to the max, he always force us to finish up his ass within a week or two. wth. Even if yours is a full coursework subject, it doesn’t mean that we can finish all stuffs in a short period of time without you are being such a moron, not being tolerant and understanding that we still have asses from other subjects ! Ewww .. I’m so gonna pass this subject and never wanted to see you and listening to your craps in the class. I SWEAR !

YOU BALIK INDIA LAH ! knn !

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remedies

Was a lil health conscious for the past few days because the same thing strikes again but this time, it’s even worse. Initially, I though it’ll end like for a 3 - 4 days but somehow, I’m getting a lil worried as it don’t stops so the last step I shall take is consult the doctor.

Thank god, doctor says it’s only a minor prob. It makes me relieve but somehow I still feel uncomfortable with it.

The remedies :

remedies, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

A 5 mins consultation plus this 2 stuffs cost me RM80.

P/s : I found out that the cream is selling just for RM16 that's why doctors earn good money.

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Thanks :)

030720105347, originally uploaded by lollipops_love.

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Words for you

Until this very moment, I can still feel extremely creep out with what you've done. It may be a small matter to you but to me, it really bothers me a lot. Initially, I thought you were back for good, but in less than 2 weeks, you left without bidding.
I felt dim-witted, thought that text was a joke, hoping when I ‘m home, I’ll still see you around. When I step in the house, I saw your shoes, smiling to myself thinking, “This fella is trying to be funny” but as I step in further, I knew you were really gone.

You’ll never know how it feels and bet you’ll never wanna try. It’s too pricky and I just broke down. I’ve forgotten .. that’s you. You were the one who like to leave things undone and incomplete. That’s you. I’ve tried so hard helping us clarifying stuffs between us but you still can’t see that I’m putting effort or maybe you did, but you did not wanna cooperate. Guess that was the answer that you gave me from the very first and what you said is true, i'm always lebih.

Maybe we’ve used to look for each other, even I’ve that habit of telling you every single things even if it’s something minor but choosing not to talk to each other for some times, is to let both of us in adapting life without each other. Guess we don't need each other that really much or I was the one who need you and I knew you might feel annoyed. I’m letting you down to free you.

It will be a better way for you and me and guess the best would be me. I don’t wanna feel sad seeing you not getting rid of your drastic habits. I don’t want myself to be upset in seeing you screwing up your own life.

Friends are who we are now. I knew you’ll respect whatever my decision would be because you’ve no intentions to bring us back. After so long, it was really my problem for not knowing what you really want and now, I got the answer. From now on, I shall say, I’m respecting you as well.

Thank you for being so tolerating. I knew it's not easy to handle me. Guess looking for a new gf will not be an issue to you but remember to look for someone who's not a control freak or else it'll be a disaster to you like what i did to you.

Live well, take care and all the best.


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Here comes 1st of July.

Should be doing a review for the past half year of 2010.

Let's see .. what have i done so far ? hmmm :/ Guess there's nothing special since I did not do any contributions :9

Will be traveling to Singapore for the forth time this year and this time is, the main purpose is to attend Aunty Alice's daughter's engagement. Not sure if I'll have time to do some shopping but guess my folks will be going to Sentosa again ...

Why everything must come in one ? Test on next Monday and Tuesday, interviews and o night comes on the same day . How should i cope with them ? BLESS ME .

The procrastinate queen is back. Thank god there's no much asses to be done but seems like I did not keep my own promises to improve my grades ! I've been skipping classes and guess there'll be warning letters coming to me soon. Hope mum has not found out yet until I'm home. Keep my fingers crossed, shall do revision after next week.

Oh yeah .. should I do internship or postponed it after I've finished my syllabus ? goshhh .. it's a dilemma. Someone, please advice.

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